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Long rant is long ...
MY PUPILS ARE STILL SO FREAKING DILATED THAT IT SCARES ME WHEN I LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR!!!
Basically they take up almost the entire normally brown part of my eyes. 6 hours have passed since they applied those drops that caused it into my eyes.
I am not going to talk about what everything they did to my eyes today. You don´t want to know. The check up better was thorough!!! Also it involved hell lot of waiting and I am annoyed. As you can see.
Other thing is that I can´t see properly. It´s more or less normal when I only exist, but I can´t decipher text as small as I would like to. Also when outside, lights (and flashes of colors, also bright stuff in general) keep swimming and they are huge and blurry. I don´t have a proper sense of distance between things. Now all this, you find out only continuously. When I left the doctor´s office, I thought I am pretty fine and that by the time we´d have a cup of coffee I should be able to drive home. Fortunately I tried to write a message to Pix and realized it´s worse that it seems. And fortunately there were weird blue lights in the bathroom I had used before I got into my car. I have decided to hand the keys over to my friend. Only when we were on the road I have realized how wise that decision was. We would have crashed for sure have I driven.
I wonder how irresponsible a doctor can get. I mean they have never mentioned any to those syndromes to me when I was in the office (and I asked about driving after a surgery, they have seen my ID, all in all it was pretty clear I came by car) or before when I was making an appointment. I was only lucky to find a few words about the possibility of them trying to dilate my pupils during the check up when researching the surgery itself. So I took my friend along, just in case. If I had been alone, it might have gotten pretty serious. Also the entire road from there to my house is basically highway, you can´t just easily park to the side and call someone (also who precisely and would they get to me?)
Anyway, they said that I am eligible for getting my sight fixed and so the date was set. January 28th. Until then I will have nerve cramps thinking about it ... This is it for today, I just needed to rant ...
<3
Basically they take up almost the entire normally brown part of my eyes. 6 hours have passed since they applied those drops that caused it into my eyes.
I am not going to talk about what everything they did to my eyes today. You don´t want to know. The check up better was thorough!!! Also it involved hell lot of waiting and I am annoyed. As you can see.
Other thing is that I can´t see properly. It´s more or less normal when I only exist, but I can´t decipher text as small as I would like to. Also when outside, lights (and flashes of colors, also bright stuff in general) keep swimming and they are huge and blurry. I don´t have a proper sense of distance between things. Now all this, you find out only continuously. When I left the doctor´s office, I thought I am pretty fine and that by the time we´d have a cup of coffee I should be able to drive home. Fortunately I tried to write a message to Pix and realized it´s worse that it seems. And fortunately there were weird blue lights in the bathroom I had used before I got into my car. I have decided to hand the keys over to my friend. Only when we were on the road I have realized how wise that decision was. We would have crashed for sure have I driven.
I wonder how irresponsible a doctor can get. I mean they have never mentioned any to those syndromes to me when I was in the office (and I asked about driving after a surgery, they have seen my ID, all in all it was pretty clear I came by car) or before when I was making an appointment. I was only lucky to find a few words about the possibility of them trying to dilate my pupils during the check up when researching the surgery itself. So I took my friend along, just in case. If I had been alone, it might have gotten pretty serious. Also the entire road from there to my house is basically highway, you can´t just easily park to the side and call someone (also who precisely and would they get to me?)
Anyway, they said that I am eligible for getting my sight fixed and so the date was set. January 28th. Until then I will have nerve cramps thinking about it ... This is it for today, I just needed to rant ...
<3
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Still, I'm glad you're safe... *hugs tight*
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me to, my friend was a lifesaver tonight, also he was pretty nice letting me mail you ;D
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