"I need some alone time," he said and gave us the rest of the week off

[higure]

I´ve been staring at one particular wip of mine for two weeks now not being able to write a word. I DO NOT want to move on. I want this one done. Le sigh, will try tomorrow again. I kind of want to discuss it with someone but the one person I want to discuss it with, I can´t. How pathetic.

I´ve been also trying to come up with ideas for DOA so that when me and my partner “talk” about it next time, I´m of some use. I´m blank though. Lol maybe that actually is a way to approach our story.

My mother strikes again this week (before I even got home). Sometimes I wonder why I do it to myself. Like why do I teach her how to use gtalk when that´s the only thing I have on almost all the time, sometimes even when I´m not really online.
I´m so tired of seeing a scheme behind every single word and action. I´m even more tired of then finding out that there really is one (scheme) behind it. It´s pathetic. I´m pathetic. I usually manage to guess what scheme is being cooked as well, though I have to give my mom credit for still being able to plot things far beyond my imagination, for still being able to surprise me. Well at least I know where my own comes from. And I have always thought it was my father´s genes where the (little) creativity I have came from.

I got rid (sorry for my choice of verb) of all terminally sick and psychically unstable people related cases at work and have been told not to come this week anymore (lol again). I´m glad I didn´t read any new unsettling story before leaving. I´m not sure if I can handle those stories hunting me for more than a weekend.

Ok, something positive, I was on a sugar date with my friend today. Tons of sugar and gossip. <3 Only it´s not even gossip anymore, it´s just "listen to this craziness and be happy you are still sane, single (not divorced with 2 small kids), not in prison for tax fraud and have enough brain not to walk home at 4 am at night alone and taking the most dangerous route." LOL we clearly needed to assure ourselves of our own normalcy.

Normalcy, right, K8 at their best. I suck at fast screen-capping.

Also what I love about this:

1. Maru will never be bad ass
2. There is Ryo (and omg Yassu totally beams at him, as does Ohkura btw, all of them are beaming actually)
3. Ohkura wears pink furry hoodie
4. Well hmmm … Yassu, I don´t know how to call that overall/night/dwarf gown he is wearing, but it is red and white. He also has purple shoes on.
(I really do suck at screen-capping)I want a rip of the Yassu/Subaru duet and Yoko´s solo (because everyone´s in it ;D)Does anyone have a set list? There are few things I can´t identify and really want to!
See I totally ended on a positive note!

Comments

[naoryuu.livejournal.com]

Ending on a positive note does not make this post positive. XD
But I am not trying to shatter your illusions. At all. XD

Yes, I am not the person who is good at convincig people to search for that possible positive sparkle on anything bad - but you can be at least proud of your own.. creativity. Isn't that so? :D

Ok, here and now, I'll stop trying to sound wise.

Well... hope you'll be able to finish that story soon~

Take care of yourself~

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

This post wasn´t as negative as pathetic and irritated ;D

Lol yeah, I should be grateful, right?

How come you are online on Tuesday ? oO

I do too ...

Will do!

[naoryuu.livejournal.com]

Ah, I see 8D


Well, I was taking a few days of because of a cold.
And right now I am bored in my class. XD

yey~

[chivakaza.livejournal.com]

I feel like using loads of the swear words today ...well it was yesterday but I might feel liek it today as well..
blah

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Lol save your breath on my behalf . . .

[tokeruyouna.livejournal.com]

Your icon was perfect for this post.

I kind of want to discuss it with someone but the one person I want to discuss it with, I can´t.
I have suspicions about what this means in the fic context and can imagine how disgruntling that could be, but at least it is only fic and not some more serious aspect of life, because that is really not fun.

I´m blank though. Lol maybe that actually is a way to approach our story.
I see what you did there. I also smirked at your use of the word partner rather than teammate or accomplice.

Track list with links to mp3 rips of all songs at the bottom. Desire is such a beautiful song; I think the lyrics are so amazing.

<3

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

I know, right, pink emo-ish Yoko! My default was never so appropriate!

Yeah ... as long as it´s just a fic, life is easy, I just felt like ranting ;D

HAHAHA lol where did my [in crime] go? Oh well partner is a partner, one way or another ;D

I am off to search for lyrics to Desire because it sounds great! You are my hero for the track list and rips though! I was gonna rip it myself, now I don´t have to <3

♥

Btw did we set a time for our hot date today?

[tokeruyouna.livejournal.com]

I love the lyrics for Desire, but I was not able to find a great English translation. Part of that is that a lot of the lyrics have more than one implication, but I would still alter the best one I found a bit . . .

We did not set a time. I should be home from my appointment around 2:30 my time, so I can check if you are on then, but I need to call into a conference call from 3-4. I actually have to pay attention to this one too, so I am not sure how actively I would be able to chat at the same time. So I will be online from when I get home, and we can go from there.

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Well it´s up to you I have a free evening, so you decide. If it´s better we can leave it only after the conference call.

[zheinpathos.livejournal.com]

Gambatte~ <3

1. Maru will never be bad ass
TRUE FAX <3

And no, I don't think anyone would know Yasu was wearing 8D

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Will do!

lol your icon! <3

Yassu is just so special that way!

[sanjihan.livejournal.com]

Man. I really hate that feeling. :/ It's like AGH WOULD YOU PLEASE JUST LET ME WRITE YOU?! But no. Good luck, though!

And hehehe, good luck with DoA discussion. ;)

Yay for some time off? :)

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

EXACTLY! thanks! I´m gonna try and make the fic listen to me again!

Lol yeah thanks! I´m counting on Rin loving me (madly) so hopefully she won´t kill me . . .

Lol I feel there´s a bit too much of time off :DDD Trying to spend it productively though.

[myxstorie.livejournal.com]

Good luck with DoA! ♥

I'm sorry to hear your mother is still driving you up the wall :( You deserve a break ♥

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

THANKS!

still will be over when I finally move out and become somehow independent. We will move to in regular intervals I can´t wait! ;D

♥

[goldfreckled.livejournal.com]

Proof that I've had too little sleep:
staring at one particular wip of mine
Guess who read "whip" and was very confused? ;)

I think blankness is fine, it just means there's more space for creativity. <3

And you watched Eito-Con! It's great, isn't it?
3. Ohkura wears pink furry hoodie
He's still freakin' adorable.

Setlist: here

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

lol I already know you think I´m old pervert no need to remind me ;D

The blankness kind of goes with our theme as well not that you could know that . . .

THANKS!