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Ueda was eating lunch alone? Again? Again!!!! Ryo came in looking for Jin AGAIN!!!
I mean no harm, I just needed to get that out!
( My brother, my dentist and my fears. Warning: loads of whining ahead! )
And now, the main reason I am posting today. I am writing this fic right now … It surprises me in many aspects. First of all, it is AU. I almost never read them and I have written one and only AU ever and only because I got asked for it. Secondly it is a band fic, which might be a mistake, because there are things I just have no idea about when it comes to music. Third of all, it is kind of getting long. I thought it would have around 3500 words but now …
I have no idea if I ever post this. I feel that by getting longer it is getting more boring, that it is moving slowly. I had few emotions in mind when I started but I can´t somehow find them there. Also I bet there is loads of band AU fanfics out there. It looks like I am just parroting after … I don´t know who, I don´t know why I care. I wanted to write this! I took some liberties with characters, I used some fandom canon, cliché, happening as well. When I look at it I wonder if I want to put it out there, I am afraid that it will be “hated on”. I don´t mind constructive criticism but I saw some really nasty comments on a fic few days ago. If someone did that to my fic, I would be really sad. I love my small insignificant scribbles. They all carry a part of me.
After a really long time I am writing the story in past tense. I obviously got rusty. I am jumping around in time a lot and am completely unsure when it comes to tenses. I want them right!!! So I was going to ask you, if someone would be willing to beta this fic of mine. It should be done tomorrow or on Sunday, but it will be long so … Anyone having too much of a free time? I would appreciate it. The grammar tips are useless I am helplessly drowning in my own confusion. I don´t usually ask for beta, I try to catch the mistakes by myself, that way I am learning more, but this time I think it would be really great to have one. If I do this myself, it will be one heck of an adventure to fix this! ROFL it almost makes me want to torture myself with it a little more.
Part of me still might be five years old (not that I mind). I find it very amusing that Yamapi´s concert logo reads “Short but Sweet”. And I know I completely ignored Ryo´s birthday, Arashi´s “real” anniversary and so on. I got a bit busy. I hope all of them enjoyed their “big days”.
Have a good weekend!!!
I mean no harm, I just needed to get that out!
( My brother, my dentist and my fears. Warning: loads of whining ahead! )
And now, the main reason I am posting today. I am writing this fic right now … It surprises me in many aspects. First of all, it is AU. I almost never read them and I have written one and only AU ever and only because I got asked for it. Secondly it is a band fic, which might be a mistake, because there are things I just have no idea about when it comes to music. Third of all, it is kind of getting long. I thought it would have around 3500 words but now …
I have no idea if I ever post this. I feel that by getting longer it is getting more boring, that it is moving slowly. I had few emotions in mind when I started but I can´t somehow find them there. Also I bet there is loads of band AU fanfics out there. It looks like I am just parroting after … I don´t know who, I don´t know why I care. I wanted to write this! I took some liberties with characters, I used some fandom canon, cliché, happening as well. When I look at it I wonder if I want to put it out there, I am afraid that it will be “hated on”. I don´t mind constructive criticism but I saw some really nasty comments on a fic few days ago. If someone did that to my fic, I would be really sad. I love my small insignificant scribbles. They all carry a part of me.
After a really long time I am writing the story in past tense. I obviously got rusty. I am jumping around in time a lot and am completely unsure when it comes to tenses. I want them right!!! So I was going to ask you, if someone would be willing to beta this fic of mine. It should be done tomorrow or on Sunday, but it will be long so … Anyone having too much of a free time? I would appreciate it. The grammar tips are useless I am helplessly drowning in my own confusion. I don´t usually ask for beta, I try to catch the mistakes by myself, that way I am learning more, but this time I think it would be really great to have one. If I do this myself, it will be one heck of an adventure to fix this! ROFL it almost makes me want to torture myself with it a little more.
Part of me still might be five years old (not that I mind). I find it very amusing that Yamapi´s concert logo reads “Short but Sweet”. And I know I completely ignored Ryo´s birthday, Arashi´s “real” anniversary and so on. I got a bit busy. I hope all of them enjoyed their “big days”.
Have a good weekend!!!
