Let me touch you
Oct. 9th, 2011 07:46 pm
SO . . . I've gone a bit away so to speak after I had a bit of a fight with real life, to put it metaphorically, last Friday. Or hormones, I'm still not sure. I stayed a bit away from about everything.
Just as I was slowly coming back, NEWS happened. Well that's that. I always thought fandom was there to amuse me. Or not fandom, the boys are here to amuse me in one way or another. So I don't know why JE goes out of their way to screw over just about everything I like about it lately. You are not doing a good job at keeping me around, orz.
Anyway, I am still a bit distanced, I would say, but I was pretty productive yesterday, and even if the result will always stay dubious, I am proud of myself just because I finished it.
As a reward I went on a search for a certain .gif. I didn't find it, so I made it. I don't know how to make .gifs mind you. I had to install one more program and read like three tutorials, so it probably sucks but it makes me happy. 
Yeah, my favorite Zenkai Girl moment. And one of my favorite J drama moments ever too. Because TOUCHES *_____* I was going to write this whole thing on touches and why I like this one and why I like touches in fic too and stuff, but somehow, the need to talk about it is gone. So that's that.
I seriously hope I didn't spoiler anyone by now.
Oh also, I had to look for some MatsuJun pics today and when did the guy get this pretty? I found some of his phases very (there I said it) charming but this . . . Also have Ueda Tatsuya picture-a-month mosaic from the year 2000 up till now-days (click the picture to make it bigger ;D ).
I'm home and am driving to Prague only on Tuesday evening so I won't be around even as much as I normally am. I just felt like letting you know ;DShort is impossible by default
Sep. 29th, 2011 06:52 pm
I think this all is enough for a quick (mostly) fandom post
So let's talk about how Ueda's hair finally matches his hunched, very macho and MALE posture. He tends to stand exactly like that, but call me an idiot, it looks sooooooooooo good like this. With every new (and more in color) picture, I like bouzu Pommu more and more. Not to mention, I really like it when an idol goes and does something that challenges his image and public perception of him up to that point. And yeah I can't stop looking. (See also: Nakamaru with rolled up sleeves and from that angle looks amazing).
The PV for Kaze Wa Fuiteiru is out, and it is official, it's the second AKB48 song I really like (I don't really know any old stuff, but I heard everything after Beginner and some). Plus I like the darker setting of the PV. This is also probably the first time Itano Tomomi didn't bother me (I really do not like her face, sorry to anyone who does).
Oh yeah, today I got my
In real life news, I just paid my rent. It is sad how I always feel SO broke afterward. For half of the month, I am all, you are doing well, saving up, being all responsible, it is looking good. And then BAM! LE SIGH! I just needed to get that off my chest.
Tomorrow is the last day of my 3-months probation period at work. My boss isn't even in the office due to some injury to lay me off from one day to another on last minute, so I am pretty sure I am staying in Prague for at least another 3 months until the end of my short term contract. Then I either become jobless right after Christmas, or I am in for a permanent one *____* Will gambarimasu for that magical formula of "for an indefinite period" to be added in.I’ve been piling up fandom stuff I wanted to flail or just talk about, and now it is all old news and there might be too much.
I really like Kinki Kid’s Time. I am not sure why because it sounds a bit "electro" to me, but I guess it has something with all the instrumental in the background.
KAT-TUN's 156th CM song is making me cringe because there’s tons of auto-tune, but I love the running in the CM itself. Like any other fangirl I supposed. There have been .gifs of Nakamaru and Ueda that made me go *___*, but now they are gone ;__; If you have them, please please link me?
White shirt is what makes man look great. AnAn knows this. That I like this picture of Ryo is not that surprising. That I like Kame in this one is more of a shock. Turtle-chan also scared me to death recently because I was subjected to a .gif of him rolling up his sleeves (wearing trousers and tucked in WHITE shirt) and I found him HOT. I should probably be thankful for the loss of that .gif.
I love this interview. Ueda is on a fan service strike clearly. The mentions of Nakamaru and Kanjani8 are great. Not to mention him saying K8 was fun made me think he had loads of fun ogling Ryo’s ass during Marching J. I have linked that picture before, but I can do it again ;D.
I was going to pimp the possibility of mini-reel that is now a reality. Claim post is this way. I fail, lol.
Oh and then there is loads of Junba. There is this amazing bar shoot and then there are VS Arashi "kissing" caps and WHOA Jun looks great, Aiba is as gorgeous as ever and they are the biggest teases ever.
I had more, but the second post it got lost. But I went on tumblr again, so this is the newest addition to my Subaru/Ryo obsession, here goes KAT-TUN garden party I want to join for the pretty and there is Nakamaru working his lips?
I am sorry, I am not crediting, but I mostly have no idea who. People link pictures, I try to track them down when I can save them, it's all a huge mess >.>
I am out. I leave you with an office rule number one:
To make your instant coffee, you deserve a fresh dose of water that has not boiled three times already in the old water kettle.
In real life, I had pictures to share but then I realized that would require somehow addressing this weekend and I just want to forget it. So I’ll just say there was cake.

this one I just found so credit to onigishi@tumblr
I really like Kinki Kid’s Time. I am not sure why because it sounds a bit "electro" to me, but I guess it has something with all the instrumental in the background.
KAT-TUN's 156th CM song is making me cringe because there’s tons of auto-tune, but I love the running in the CM itself. Like any other fangirl I supposed. There have been .gifs of Nakamaru and Ueda that made me go *___*, but now they are gone ;__; If you have them, please please link me?
White shirt is what makes man look great. AnAn knows this. That I like this picture of Ryo is not that surprising. That I like Kame in this one is more of a shock. Turtle-chan also scared me to death recently because I was subjected to a .gif of him rolling up his sleeves (wearing trousers and tucked in WHITE shirt) and I found him HOT. I should probably be thankful for the loss of that .gif.
I love this interview. Ueda is on a fan service strike clearly. The mentions of Nakamaru and Kanjani8 are great. Not to mention him saying K8 was fun made me think he had loads of fun ogling Ryo’s ass during Marching J. I have linked that picture before, but I can do it again ;D.
I was going to pimp the possibility of mini-reel that is now a reality. Claim post is this way. I fail, lol.
Oh and then there is loads of Junba. There is this amazing bar shoot and then there are VS Arashi "kissing" caps and WHOA Jun looks great, Aiba is as gorgeous as ever and they are the biggest teases ever.
I had more, but the second post it got lost. But I went on tumblr again, so this is the newest addition to my Subaru/Ryo obsession, here goes KAT-TUN garden party I want to join for the pretty and there is Nakamaru working his lips?
I am sorry, I am not crediting, but I mostly have no idea who. People link pictures, I try to track them down when I can save them, it's all a huge mess >.>
I am out. I leave you with an office rule number one:To make your instant coffee, you deserve a fresh dose of water that has not boiled three times already in the old water kettle.
In real life, I had pictures to share but then I realized that would require somehow addressing this weekend and I just want to forget it. So I’ll just say there was cake. 
this one I just found so credit to onigishi@tumblr
Movin movin
Mar. 27th, 2011 07:34 pmLOL so talking about the castle from two weeks ago is so last week, literally that is seems i never will. Oh well I’ll tell you about naked medieval bottoms and clever Czechs some other time.
Anyway I am posting to say some things. First, I saw a picture of onigiri this week, felt like eating some and randomly typed into my sister’s IM box “Come make me onigiri,” and she seriously did. From another city, this weekend.

She came bearing miso and wakame and we got tofu and found umeboshi paste and suddenly there was also a bit of sushi and what ended up being food orgy. I finished the miso soup today, and I’m having onogiri for lunch tomorrow :DDD

We ended up just bumping around and skyping with Rin and it was fun <3 They might have plotted out my FQF for me too, those two. ROFL.
In fandom news,
fic_the_faith is done posting! Reading people’s reactions to fics, it seems that it’s been a great year. I am sending you to read what you haven’t. I myself am stuck on day three I think ;__; but I will get there, damn it!
Anyway, thank you to anyone who had to deal with my modly crankiness and insecurity. Guys, I had 3 fics in on March 15th (which was the second deadline already), so how the hell it happened that we did not need a pinch hit is beyond me, but I call that DAISEEEEKOOOO (yes that is stupid fangirl Japanese , sue me).
Because we barely just finished one exchange and tons of others are running, it is time for
Devil or Angel.
The JE collaboration fic challenge.
GO SIGN UP ... on April 1st when the sign ups open. Really, there is no pairing, rating, group or universe limitation, it’s just you, your partner and vast possibilities AND the twist that is incorporating a color into the fic. We dropped the themes, but we wanted to give you at least something extra to make it interesting. Details are in the intro post, so grab someone and write something you would never write alone.
I kind of wanted this photo to end this post, so. My sister painted her nails while she was here, with the same nail polish as me. We were originally going to document that fact, but because I am cheesy and she was spamming me Kpop, this is how it ended up. At least you can see our thumbs?

Guess which hand is mine;D You can also try and guess which fic I wrote for
fic_the_faith. Rin would probably say it is obvious just from the header itself >.>
And now I am really going to go be productive.
Anyway I am posting to say some things. First, I saw a picture of onigiri this week, felt like eating some and randomly typed into my sister’s IM box “Come make me onigiri,” and she seriously did. From another city, this weekend.


She came bearing miso and wakame and we got tofu and found umeboshi paste and suddenly there was also a bit of sushi and what ended up being food orgy. I finished the miso soup today, and I’m having onogiri for lunch tomorrow :DDD 
We ended up just bumping around and skyping with Rin and it was fun <3 They might have plotted out my FQF for me too, those two. ROFL.
In fandom news,
Anyway, thank you to anyone who had to deal with my modly crankiness and insecurity. Guys, I had 3 fics in on March 15th (which was the second deadline already), so how the hell it happened that we did not need a pinch hit is beyond me, but I call that DAISEEEEKOOOO (yes that is stupid fangirl Japanese , sue me).
Because we barely just finished one exchange and tons of others are running, it is time for
Devil or Angel.
The JE collaboration fic challenge.
GO SIGN UP ... on April 1st when the sign ups open. Really, there is no pairing, rating, group or universe limitation, it’s just you, your partner and vast possibilities AND the twist that is incorporating a color into the fic. We dropped the themes, but we wanted to give you at least something extra to make it interesting. Details are in the intro post, so grab someone and write something you would never write alone.
I kind of wanted this photo to end this post, so. My sister painted her nails while she was here, with the same nail polish as me. We were originally going to document that fact, but because I am cheesy and she was spamming me Kpop, this is how it ended up. At least you can see our thumbs?

Guess which hand is mine;D You can also try and guess which fic I wrote for
And now I am really going to go be productive.
Vacation excitement!
Feb. 18th, 2011 05:45 pmI´m leaving for my ski trip tomorrow! Will be cruising Italian slopes of Dolomites for six days and will return on Saturday, 26th. There is a small pool in the hotel we´re staying in. I am excite! And I hope I won´t have too many urges to kill my family. I am taking some stuff for the article I need to write until March 15th, but I don´t have any illusions.
I have no clue if there is any internet where I´m going, so I posted the
ryoda_love summary today and pre-coded reveals for Ficolate, which I´ll be sending to my sis tonight. So since I might not be able to say this on Monday when the exchange ends officially, I wanted to thank all of you who helped me beta, let me whine, hold my hand virtually while I read a character death, waded through no capital letters and such. You kept me sane, you are my heroes!
On that note, I already hinted this, but the writer that was supposed to write for me disappeared. I was just glad I didn´t need a pinch hit, though she didn´t comment on the fic for her either which makes me sad. Anyway, it meant I was not supposed to get a fic. But someone wrote it for me anyway and sent it to the exchange email, as Secret Admirer. Clearly I still don´t know who this is, but really all the help that I received this round of exchange plus this fic that just kind of appeared (and is perfect) made me feel incredibly loved. So again thank you. Also dear Secret Admirer, feel free tom come clean any time, so I can give you credit for the beautiful fic!
So off I go to enjoy the snoooooow

I hear it won´t be this pretty because there isn´t much snow off slopes in places lower than 2000 m above the sea, but there is plenty on the slopes so really I can’t contain my glee and excitement.
I have no clue if there is any internet where I´m going, so I posted the
On that note, I already hinted this, but the writer that was supposed to write for me disappeared. I was just glad I didn´t need a pinch hit, though she didn´t comment on the fic for her either which makes me sad. Anyway, it meant I was not supposed to get a fic. But someone wrote it for me anyway and sent it to the exchange email, as Secret Admirer. Clearly I still don´t know who this is, but really all the help that I received this round of exchange plus this fic that just kind of appeared (and is perfect) made me feel incredibly loved. So again thank you. Also dear Secret Admirer, feel free tom come clean any time, so I can give you credit for the beautiful fic!
So off I go to enjoy the snoooooow

I hear it won´t be this pretty because there isn´t much snow off slopes in places lower than 2000 m above the sea, but there is plenty on the slopes so really I can’t contain my glee and excitement.
Sometimes between now and the next month
Nov. 30th, 2010 06:22 pmI watched The guests of room #O and loved it. Most likely because it was fun and light and short but also had a purpose, and well I am a softie, so Shige´s story made me cry. And I cracked every time I caught a sight of Ryo, MatsuJun and later Shige hanging on the wall of the room.
I kind of want a Yoko/Shige fic because of it. Where we learn Yoko´s story and possibly his score, and where hot, perfect doctor appears to lecture him again ;D. Or something.

( the middle one )

Right that is how I feel about the fact I´ll have no internet starting tonight at midnight until . . . I have no clue when because my landlord is just a piece of work. I don´t even want to go into detail, but
jrockurisumasu deadline is approaching, so I need to be a freaking mod, and
je_holiday will eventually start posting, and if I still have no internet then, I´ll cry. And those three caps are possibly the most awesome moment of Room Zero. Forgive me the not so gentle cut.
Tl;dr: Sorry for not being around in the next idk how many days! Mail me! I´ll cheat and answer from work ;D
I kind of want a Yoko/Shige fic because of it. Where we learn Yoko´s story and possibly his score, and where hot, perfect doctor appears to lecture him again ;D. Or something.

( the middle one )

Right that is how I feel about the fact I´ll have no internet starting tonight at midnight until . . . I have no clue when because my landlord is just a piece of work. I don´t even want to go into detail, but
Tl;dr: Sorry for not being around in the next idk how many days! Mail me! I´ll cheat and answer from work ;D
