Let me touch you

[higure]

SO . . . I've gone a bit away so to speak after I had a bit of a fight with real life, to put it metaphorically, last Friday. Or hormones, I'm still not sure. I stayed a bit away from about everything.

Just as I was slowly coming back, NEWS happened. Well that's that. I always thought fandom was there to amuse me. Or not fandom, the boys are here to amuse me in one way or another. So I don't know why JE goes out of their way to screw over just about everything I like about it lately. You are not doing a good job at keeping me around, orz.

Anyway, I am still a bit distanced, I would say, but I was pretty productive yesterday, and even if the result will always stay dubious, I am proud of myself just because I finished it.

As a reward I went on a search for a certain .gif. I didn't find it, so I made it. I don't know how to make .gifs mind you. I had to install one more program and read like three tutorials, so it probably sucks but it makes me happy.



Yeah, my favorite Zenkai Girl moment. And one of my favorite J drama moments ever too. Because TOUCHES *_____* I was going to write this whole thing on touches and why I like this one and why I like touches in fic too and stuff, but somehow, the need to talk about it is gone. So that's that.

I seriously hope I didn't spoiler anyone by now.

Oh also, I had to look for some MatsuJun pics today and when did the guy get this pretty? I found some of his phases very (there I said it) charming but this . . . Also have Ueda Tatsuya picture-a-month mosaic from the year 2000 up till now-days (click the picture to make it bigger ;D ).

I'm home and am driving to Prague only on Tuesday evening so I won't be around even as much as I normally am. I just felt like letting you know ;D

Comments

[tokeruyouna.livejournal.com]

None of your links seem to work. :(

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

*pouts* I don't understand this, they worked for me. Anyway I re-uploaded them, so hopefully they all work now. Only the Ueda mosaic is much smaller quality now. But well it is still pretty amazing. So yeah, try again?

[tokeruyouna.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Yeah, the Ueda one is great! So thanks for linking it to begin with.

[lastingdreams8.livejournal.com]

Yea! I tried searching for the gif too, but ended up with caps. Thanks :D
I haven't watched it yet, but there are a lot of sweet moments. The tug *wibble*

NEWS did happen. I have feelings. I'm still a bit numb :(

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

LOL you're welcome. Maybe next time I try, it will be a bit better >.> I kind of wish the last three episode went down a bit differently, but overall the drama was definitely lovely.

Oh I have feelings, but honestly I try really hard to just kind of be okay and not get too hurt because I am still feeling aftereffects of KAT-TUN thing and that was in a way much less substantial. This is all just my fangirling part of life, I shouldn't be this invested, but . . . The various reactions in fandom (that I try so hard to avoid) don't help either because some people are just insane, on both side of this polar field >.> or more like a polar globe because there's so many angels >.>

Yeah anyway, I did not want to ramble about that. *hugs*

[lastingdreams8.livejournal.com]

haha, you made a working gif -that's more than I know how to do xD

Yea, I know I'm a grown woman and shouldn't be crying over a band, oh god, but I cried. But ya know, it means more to us than just the music, it's about the people and the fond memories and the friends we've gained within that fandom.
And yes! The polar ends of the feelings...I'm somewhere in the middle. I liked to look at it with different perspectives.
*hugs*

[ilanala]

Aww, the gif.

I regularly have feelings of "Why am I a JE fan again?" given the way the agency jerks us around, and they only seem to be getting more frequent. Right now, there's still enough that I love to balance it out, but I worry that that won't be the case if they keep this up.

You sound like you could use some hearts: <333

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

I end up looking at it for way too many loops every time I pass by this post >.>

Yeah these are my thoughts exactly.

Oh, strange I did try for a light tone, but you're the second person to figure me out. Thank you ♥

[chivakaza.livejournal.com]

when did he get this pretty??
just give him another 2 years, they all get fucking fabulous when older..... or most of them ...and jun´s definitely the type!!!

also yay that gif is so nice... you have to teach me how to make theeeeem

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

lol lol okay then. I'll keep on watching him actually getting manly.

Okay? It's not that hard (totally a lie, you need like two programs >.>), or the basic is not, but ugh, anything extra might have been totally difficult.

[dw9lives.livejournal.com]

Jun. wow. *_____*

Ueda!!! awwwww! <3

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

I know right? You could totally forget about his hiplocks looking at those.

:DDDD I call THAT a fan dedication. It must have been so much work.

[rek121.livejournal.com]

I still need to watch the last episode of Zenkai Girl tbh~ XD

I adore whoever made this Ueda monthly pics, it's perfect <3 *saving*

How are you dealing with the NewS fandom so far? =/

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

lol I don't think you're missing much really.

It must have been so much work.

I'm . . . not?

[rek121.livejournal.com]

Maybe~ It was better at the beginning, in the last episodes it's like too much happened~

Indeed. It's amazing though. <3

As in...? Never been a fan/cared about NewS or something else?

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

More in I don't want to talk or think about it really. Most of the fandom opinions are completely bipolar (tripolar/quadrupolar/ ...) and I don't like them so I avoid it all and keep my thoughts to myself. I have no desire to compose them into a coherent enough structure to share either I guess. Basically I'm just very sad.