Long post is just looooooong

Where to start? This post is long overdue and so many things have piled up into it. I feel stupid numbering these things as if making a list because they are all related and are responsible for my head being in total havoc, but anyway I need to organize. And so the next post is about real life and moving and crashing and being uncertain, about fandom and photo shoots and miniseries and awesome pictures drawn an about LJ and its ups and downs.
( Pictures and long talk this way ... )