Starting ANEW

I fell asleep in our living room, curled up under a blanket, watching a tennis match. Now - I call this a healing process, also to be able to do that is something extraordinary in my household, especially at 03:30 in the afternoon.

I have twitter. No idea why I started it. The only purpose it has right now is to stalk creamy_amande 24/7. She is a great kid (sorry for talking like Tegoshi) she stalks me back :)The nickname is same as here, if you want to stalk me too.


Since I am sick and all kind of things I was quite distant these past days, sorry if I missed something on your LJs you didn´t want me to miss. I also missed arashi´s 10th anniversary, of the day of their Hawai conference at least, they seem to celebrate twice or something. I think apologizing to arashi has no effect. Have a pimp post I found today and all kinds of info on arashi´s family from the same user. I laughed at her Nino assessment so much, so true. I too want to have wits too. Also I love pimp posts, I love reading them just because the way the info is put together is always very much interesting. And do the quiz! I got the bonus question right! Among others :) I wish arashi another 10 very successful years full of sparkly. I just read somewhere they went out all five of them after a long time, or spent time together in Ohno´s room until 4 am. Whatever makes them happy. I like their “deep talks”.

This is the last time you are hearing about this fic of mine. I finished writing jerainbowbridge fic yesterday. It is too long and got out of hand. I seriously hope the girl likes it and I am never, ever writing a fic (or thinking about what to include in a fic) for two months. The final effect is scary. It is in for a beta now. This will be the first time a native speaker will beta my fic. I am expecting to see it all violated and loads of grammar mistakes pointed out to me. It will show me my place I am sure. I can´t wait. Read I am anxious as hell about what will be left of it. On the other hand I hope the beta will butcher it properly. Figures.

Now this is the place I want to thank you all who have left comments on my LJ recently. Every time I found a new one it encouraged me immensely. And I am not even exaggerating here. I felt bad physically lately, I wanted to finish this piece of work which hated me and your kind words always upped my mood and made me write at least next 500 words. Thanks a lot, a lot, a lot … I appreciate it.

Have a song, just because I feel like it. No idea why this one, just OOR rules my playlist recently.

I am using my Jin icon only because it seems he did a shoot for AnAn and it is obviously everywhere. So I felt obliged to include poor attention seeking whore him as well.

I think I will spma you one more time today. With fanfic ...

2 oneshots: Fear with me tonight, That kind of relationship

These two fictions were written for jebacktoschool meme. Now most of the people are back in school and I would like to know at least who requested the RyoShige, because I had so much fun writing it. So I am no longer anon, the meme seems dead anyway. Enjoy!

Title: Fear with me tonight
Pairing: Ryo/ Shige
Rating: PG
Summary: requested as “The boys end up having to share a hotel room and have a bonding experience when they see a "ghost". The rest of NewS doesn't believe them. (You can make the ghost real or fake and this serious or cracky!)“
Disclaimer: It would be really fun, if I could just order them online, and in a week they would arrive in a box all plastered with signs FRAGILE on it
No beta

( No response. Another scratch ...  )

Title: That kind of a relationship
Pairing: Koyama/ Shige
Rating: PG 13
Summary: requested as “awkward first kiss“ Inspired loosely by a recent interview in which boys talk about how people watched Koyama during Shige´s kiss scene in Seminar.
Disclaimer: It would be really fun, if I could just order them online, and in a week they would arrive in a box all plastered with signs FRAGILE on it
No beta

( So I will kiss you and you … just take it slow. )