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I just got an email from my "Delaware" family. It´s been so long. My "little brother" over there is graduating and owns a truck, my "little sister" is in 10th grade, a cheerleader and in swim team, and has an almost boyfriend!!! HA they all use Facebook. I might go and start using it again properly.
I dozed of staring into my PC last night and realized I really should go and get some proper sleep. I went to bed at 10:30 pm and woke up at 10:30 am. I didn´t even stir in the meantime, so yeah 12 hours, I had no idea how badly tired I really was.
I woke up with a want to write. But I do not want to start any of my projects, because what I need to write is my thesis and writing a proper fic takes time. But I saw this on my sister´s lj so I am snatching it and saying that it will be quick and short and done today as I see the requests. So shoot! NEWS and KAT-TUN (and Ohkura) only. No Tegs or Junno in a romantic pairing.
I don´t really care if you repost it or not, but it would be fun if you did.
I downloaded Saigo no Yakusoku (no link, cause it´s stormy) last night, so if all goes well today I might watch it as a reward. I woke up to sun out of my window. SUN SUN SUN SUN *___* I have missed you terribly! And I pondered a walk. A look at my sidebar however tells me that this is a typical winter sun, clear sky means cold cold cold weather. -12°C in the middle of the day!!! 10 Fahrenheits if you were wondering. I will only look at the sun today.
Have a good weekend guys!!!
I dozed of staring into my PC last night and realized I really should go and get some proper sleep. I went to bed at 10:30 pm and woke up at 10:30 am. I didn´t even stir in the meantime, so yeah 12 hours, I had no idea how badly tired I really was.
I woke up with a want to write. But I do not want to start any of my projects, because what I need to write is my thesis and writing a proper fic takes time. But I saw this on my sister´s lj so I am snatching it and saying that it will be quick and short and done today as I see the requests. So shoot! NEWS and KAT-TUN (and Ohkura) only. No Tegs or Junno in a romantic pairing.
The first FIVE people to comment in this post get to request that I write a drabble of of any character or pairing of their choosing. In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their ability level.
I don´t really care if you repost it or not, but it would be fun if you did.
I downloaded Saigo no Yakusoku (no link, cause it´s stormy) last night, so if all goes well today I might watch it as a reward. I woke up to sun out of my window. SUN SUN SUN SUN *___* I have missed you terribly! And I pondered a walk. A look at my sidebar however tells me that this is a typical winter sun, clear sky means cold cold cold weather. -12°C in the middle of the day!!! 10 Fahrenheits if you were wondering. I will only look at the sun today.
Have a good weekend guys!!!
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Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-01-24 02:46 pm (UTC)It doesn´t happen that often these days and Nakamaru knows he should be happy, thankful that is the case. If he said he missed those days, those moments, people would laugh, not that they know. Ueda maybe. Even Jin would laugh at him. But then Jin laughing at him is a good thing, it means Jin is laughing, there is a spark in his eyes and his nose wrinkles a bit.
It´s all about Jin and about this one look, this one mood that no music can fix. Even Jin knows that no matter what his .mp3 player offers, no matter what melody pours out of his earphones, on those days it is not enough. On those days, he wears them just to shut everyone out. They are mute and offer an excuse for him not to hear. On those days he occupies the KAT-TUN´s couch, turns it into his fortress and no one is let in. Almost no one. On those days Ueda gives their manager a wary look and the man sighs and rearranges their program so that Jin doesn´t get too many questions asked. On those days Maru gets to play his role. It is good, it should be wonderful that Jin is strong now, strong enough for them not to happen for months at times.
Still Nakamaru recognizes the signs. The symptoms of the entire world lying on Jin´s shoulders. The hints of Jin being too tired to carry his responsibility, to face his stage persona, to satisfy all those fans, and managers and all those expectations.
Even approaching the couch, Nakamaru feels like a cat sneaking towards his owner, silently creeping on him to ask for his attention. When he runs his fingers over Jin´s ankles to let him know that he is there, that too reminds him of cat´s tail rubbing and pressing against human feet when they show their affection. Jin bends his knees and lets Nakamaru on the couch. Maru presses his thigh against the soles of Jin´s feet, seeks the contact, and Jin lifts his head, tilts it and Nakamaru purses his lips, almost purrs for Jin´s attention. Jin sits up and lets Nakamaru scoot closer, lets his head fall onto his shoulder, let´s him press there and worm until Jin lifts his arm, places it on top of the backrest admitting Nakamaru even closer. For the rest of the world it looks like Nakamaru is the one who needs comforting and it´s Jin´s strong and sure shoulder that provides it.
Ueda lets out a sigh of relief seeing the scene. He gives the rest of his group one look and they know to shut up for once, not to comment or try to claim the couch fortress back for a while. Soon Jin´s elbow on the backrest bends and his fingers come to comb Mau´s short hair. They play with his ear, almost stroke the smooth hidden skin behind it and Nakamaru hums contently.
This is all the initiation Nakamaru ever goes through. From now on, it´s Jin who is in control. It´s him who decides if this is enough or if Nakamaru´s coming home with him. If they just lie in front of the television, Nakamaru curled up against Jin´s thigh, his back accepting the body heat as Jin scratches and pets his hair, his neck, his shoulder. If Jin lets him sleep there or takes him to bed, if he plays with him all night or just presses close to him and listens to Nakamaru´s silent, calm breath that will lull him to sleep. Only Jin knows how much of Nakamaru is needed to make him face the world.
It´s all about Jin. Nakamaru gives what he can, accepts what he is given and leans into that gentle touch that treats him like a precious treasure in return for the loyalty of the moment. He shudders only when he remembers that a time might come that this alter ego Jin has had brought to life won´t be needed anymore.
Jin is wide awake and willing to take on the world next day. No one cares why and how. It is expected after all. Ueda though buys him a lunch. Nakamaru knows he watches him as he eats it, but nothing is said and that´s how it is supposed to go. Nakamaru would never be able to admit it out loud; that it´s as much for him as for Jin anyway.
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-01-24 03:50 pm (UTC)so, so many lines i love. i think i will c&p them all.
But then Jin laughing at him is a good thing, it means Jin is laughing,
On those days he occupies the KAT-TUN´s couch, turns it into his fortress and no one is let in.
Even approaching the couch, Nakamaru feels like a cat sneaking towards his owner, silently creeping on him to ask for his attention.
Only Jin knows how much of Nakamaru is needed to make him face the world.
He shudders only when he remembers that a time might come that this alter ego Jin has had brought to life won´t be needed anymore.
i also love how ueda has this kind of ninja control in the background, almost like a leader. :o
and how you never actually say if it's sexual or not. the ambiguity is appealing.
this is perfect. PERFECT. thank you so much. ♥
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-02-03 09:16 pm (UTC)Second of all I have a sneaking feeling you have linked this, given it has few more comments and OMG you embarrass me! ♥
Third of all and I guess most importantly ashdgjcd,xmjkljc it seems you have liked this and I am so happy because I so wasn't sure about it, including that ambiguity you mention at the end so ♥
Thank you for calling this perfect ♥ even if Maru might not be so cool in here.
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-01-25 06:30 am (UTC)Thank you for writing such a wonderful fic~!
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-02-03 09:18 pm (UTC)thank you!!! especially for using "the L" word. I take it Nakanishi is on good terms with you XD <3
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-01-25 06:41 am (UTC)This is all the initiation Nakamaru ever goes through. From now on, it´s Jin who is in control. It´s him who decides if this is enough or if Nakamaru´s coming home with him.
The paragraph that starts with this, though, is AMAZIZNG. I just.... *loves on you* Thank you for sharing!
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-02-03 09:20 pm (UTC)*__* your comment made me so happy though, thank you for saying all those nice things about my take on this! It makes me smile so much!
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-01-25 10:33 am (UTC)Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-02-03 09:21 pm (UTC)♥
BTW, hi co-mod? When exactly are you leaving for that ski trip of yours? I might need to talk to you soon!
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-02-03 10:02 pm (UTC)I'm leaving on the 13th~ and I'll be gone for one whole week.
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-02-03 10:43 pm (UTC)Ah the date is good news, I wasn´t sure. and it seems i still have few days before you go, I want you to see the email we will be sending out and maybe beta it, but give me few more days before I write it up XDDD
Re: Yet another pet fic (though I am pretty sure this isn´t how it should look like)
Date: 2010-02-04 12:51 pm (UTC)Oh, that's great! Send it when you're ready~! (I was excited to see someone sent in their fic already *__* I'm a bad mod but I'm not as far along yet as I'd hoped XD)