Birthday drabbles
Mar. 11th, 2009 12:01 amHappy birthday to my sis
chivakaza
I love you, I wish you the best ...
... you know, you are not a teenager anymore, but hell who cares, you can still act as one sometimes:)

Oh and I dedicate these to you, cause really you are the reason I started writing these, so I hope you like them ...
Genre: Drabbles, mushy and a little angst and crack ...
Pairing: Various
Summary: short moments of sweetness and enlightment?
And a little teaser just cause I actually really like this pic (oh the selfish me:)

Blanket
What is wrong with this damn blanket?
Isn´t it supposed to be warm in June, In Europe!!!!
Why is it freaking raining!!!!
Well, I admit Toshiya did look good dripping wet, playing like that … oh GOD DAMN IT what on earth am I thinking …
And this blanket just won´t wrap around me …
He didn´t realize he was using the more narrow side of a blanket to try to wrap himself in it, he was thin, but not as thin as to wrap that small piece around his shoulders as he sat down on the couch shuddering. Others didn´t seem to mind the cold that much, so they were still giving out autographs to these amazing Europeans fans … but his fingers and whole body for that matter where freezing…
Fu…. he was about to swear ugly at the blanket again, when suddenly someone pulled it from underneath him, he heard sweeping sound behind him…
… he felt someone putting the blanket over his shoulders, enveloping him in it tightly but gently and then he felt whisper in his ear …
"You know Shinya, if you just turned it around, you would have been fine …"
He shivered, but the mouth was gone.
He turned around and saw Toshiya heading for showers in their dressing room … still dripping wet …
“I am going to take hot shower to warm myself a bit … I am really freezing, it might not even help …”
Shinya waved him of still feeling the whisper in his stomach … suddenly the other man spoke again:
“Unless you wanna join me and help a bit …”
Sadist
I'm growing impatient, drawing the blood of the masochist, I wait for you, the sadist.
If it's possible, with a poison kiss...
Really his kisses are poison, sheer poison, ah definitely taste good, ah definitely always waiting for me …
Look at the me being unwilling, fiercely and then gently, ...
Fiercely, yeah you do that, gently..hmm sometimes too .... unwilling never ...
Shinya just used too much strength at that point making his drums much more evident than he wanted to ... earning a glare from Kyo ... oh well ...
The sound of creaking leather hurts, the wounds go deep.
The memory of few nights down the road came flushing through his eyes ...
Deeply jealous will you always be this cold blooded?
I guess you will be from now on, I mean, you said it´s over, that I was just a toy ...
Even if the clock spins to the left, sins committed can't be changed
Well it´s not like I want to change anything, you seem to be the one, who wants to change the past ...
He missed a beat again ...
Am I who destroys to the last you a sadist?
What the hell, I just need the music for now, he thought as the last sound of the song died away ...
Toshiya turned around, worried look on his face ... he knew he was the reason, but he couldn´t do anything about it
Someday I'll notice the kindness ...
Ending no. 2
He went to the roof, sat down, exactly where Ueda sat last time they ate bento here together looking to the left, as at himself back there when he couldn´t say anything …
He wondered why one kiss made everything so difficult and why he couldn´t ignore his feelings for the other man as he always did.
Ryo didn´t notice at all, that someone was standing behind him, watching him carefully
Ueda observed the man in front of him for some time and then he finally decided he couldn´t watch the hunched shoulders and head too low anymore …
Ueda approached Ryo slowly, wrapping his arms around him from behind … Ryo shrugged but realizing who it is by the smell of spices and coffee, he didn´t move anymore.
“I am really sorry I made thinghs awkward between us.” Ueda said in a hushed and deep voice …
Ryo couldn´t help it, he pulled Ueda´s arm that was tight around his chest, leaned back a little and captured other man´s lips in his … they can talk later.
No one
They stood in the middle of a busy street of Bratislava.
“Where, the hell, are we and why are we here again?”
“Well the girls that we met at the concert two days ago said they are from Slovakia and so I thought we go visit, I mean they said it is a small country and has only like 5 000 000 people so I thought maybe we go look around, but it seems it is a bit bigger than I imagined, we won´t be able to see all in one day.”
Shinya looked at Toshiya in disbelief … “That is why we are here?”
“Well …”
Shinya sighted heavily: “The least we can do is to look around a bit, let´s go to that castle … “
He took a firm hold of Toshyia´s hand and pulled him forward …
“Shinya, watch out!!! We are in public", the other man sighted …
“Oh, please!!! No one knows us here, no one will recognize us!” He said smiling, enjoying the moment.
On the other side of the street cameras were snapping hurriedly …
note: Song in Sadist in bold is Cage by Dir and Grey
I love you, I wish you the best ...
... you know, you are not a teenager anymore, but hell who cares, you can still act as one sometimes:)
Oh and I dedicate these to you, cause really you are the reason I started writing these, so I hope you like them ...
Genre: Drabbles, mushy and a little angst and crack ...
Pairing: Various
Summary: short moments of sweetness and enlightment?
And a little teaser just cause I actually really like this pic (oh the selfish me:)
Blanket
What is wrong with this damn blanket?
Isn´t it supposed to be warm in June, In Europe!!!!
Why is it freaking raining!!!!
Well, I admit Toshiya did look good dripping wet, playing like that … oh GOD DAMN IT what on earth am I thinking …
And this blanket just won´t wrap around me …
He didn´t realize he was using the more narrow side of a blanket to try to wrap himself in it, he was thin, but not as thin as to wrap that small piece around his shoulders as he sat down on the couch shuddering. Others didn´t seem to mind the cold that much, so they were still giving out autographs to these amazing Europeans fans … but his fingers and whole body for that matter where freezing…
Fu…. he was about to swear ugly at the blanket again, when suddenly someone pulled it from underneath him, he heard sweeping sound behind him…
… he felt someone putting the blanket over his shoulders, enveloping him in it tightly but gently and then he felt whisper in his ear …
"You know Shinya, if you just turned it around, you would have been fine …"
He shivered, but the mouth was gone.
He turned around and saw Toshiya heading for showers in their dressing room … still dripping wet …
“I am going to take hot shower to warm myself a bit … I am really freezing, it might not even help …”
Shinya waved him of still feeling the whisper in his stomach … suddenly the other man spoke again:
“Unless you wanna join me and help a bit …”
Sadist
I'm growing impatient, drawing the blood of the masochist, I wait for you, the sadist.
If it's possible, with a poison kiss...
Really his kisses are poison, sheer poison, ah definitely taste good, ah definitely always waiting for me …
Look at the me being unwilling, fiercely and then gently, ...
Fiercely, yeah you do that, gently..hmm sometimes too .... unwilling never ...
Shinya just used too much strength at that point making his drums much more evident than he wanted to ... earning a glare from Kyo ... oh well ...
The sound of creaking leather hurts, the wounds go deep.
The memory of few nights down the road came flushing through his eyes ...
Deeply jealous will you always be this cold blooded?
I guess you will be from now on, I mean, you said it´s over, that I was just a toy ...
Even if the clock spins to the left, sins committed can't be changed
Well it´s not like I want to change anything, you seem to be the one, who wants to change the past ...
He missed a beat again ...
Am I who destroys to the last you a sadist?
What the hell, I just need the music for now, he thought as the last sound of the song died away ...
Toshiya turned around, worried look on his face ... he knew he was the reason, but he couldn´t do anything about it
Someday I'll notice the kindness ...
Ending no. 2
He went to the roof, sat down, exactly where Ueda sat last time they ate bento here together looking to the left, as at himself back there when he couldn´t say anything …
He wondered why one kiss made everything so difficult and why he couldn´t ignore his feelings for the other man as he always did.
Ryo didn´t notice at all, that someone was standing behind him, watching him carefully
Ueda observed the man in front of him for some time and then he finally decided he couldn´t watch the hunched shoulders and head too low anymore …
Ueda approached Ryo slowly, wrapping his arms around him from behind … Ryo shrugged but realizing who it is by the smell of spices and coffee, he didn´t move anymore.
“I am really sorry I made thinghs awkward between us.” Ueda said in a hushed and deep voice …
Ryo couldn´t help it, he pulled Ueda´s arm that was tight around his chest, leaned back a little and captured other man´s lips in his … they can talk later.
No one
They stood in the middle of a busy street of Bratislava.
“Where, the hell, are we and why are we here again?”
“Well the girls that we met at the concert two days ago said they are from Slovakia and so I thought we go visit, I mean they said it is a small country and has only like 5 000 000 people so I thought maybe we go look around, but it seems it is a bit bigger than I imagined, we won´t be able to see all in one day.”
Shinya looked at Toshiya in disbelief … “That is why we are here?”
“Well …”
Shinya sighted heavily: “The least we can do is to look around a bit, let´s go to that castle … “
He took a firm hold of Toshyia´s hand and pulled him forward …
“Shinya, watch out!!! We are in public", the other man sighted …
“Oh, please!!! No one knows us here, no one will recognize us!” He said smiling, enjoying the moment.
On the other side of the street cameras were snapping hurriedly …
note: Song in Sadist in bold is Cage by Dir and Grey
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Date: 2009-03-12 10:09 pm (UTC)btw 2 shinya is my totally favorite from diru ...if you want some pic spam ....mwuahahaaaXD
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Date: 2009-03-12 10:20 pm (UTC)Sadist ... I am glad, you liked it ... I was doing Dir en Grey research on you tube, to get to know them and I ran into the song randomly, I like it a lot though ...
About other songs, no idea, I listened to it on shuffle as a background so ...
And I am really glad, you liked it and did not think I slaughtered them ...
And Bratislava, first and last are both inspired by upcoming festival:) And I heard you cracking up .... lol ... I think you were reading this at the time ...so I am satisfied.
And the last think, they are really just for you, since I haven´t reposted it anywhere and no one else reads my LJ:)
Pic spam ...ah ... no comment
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Date: 2009-03-12 10:26 pm (UTC)and yes yes i was laughing at the fic at that time XD
qand I think you did well for a person who doesnt know them much ...so I really liked it ..
btw if you want you can repost it ..I think people would like it ...and I wish you more comments haha
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Date: 2009-03-12 10:34 pm (UTC)And in law silence is definetly not an agreement ...:) in law that is ...
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Date: 2009-03-12 10:36 pm (UTC)you are probably right with the setting so leave it like it is ... but its fun ...just tokyo has 8 millions of inhabitants XD
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Date: 2009-03-12 10:47 pm (UTC)