He knew - chapter 11

[higure]

Title:  He knew
Pairing: Ryoda, Maruda
Chapter: 11
Rating: Safe (for now anyway, and I doubt it will ever be more than PG 13)
Summary:  Ryo mocked Ueda all the time, but time has passed. Ueda got stronger and is in a relationship now. Ryo might not be able to mend what he has broken in the past.

Disclaimer:  It would be really fun, if I could just order them online, and in a week they would arrive in a box all plastered with signs FRAGILE on it.
No beta
The poll result was quite clear, you all wanted me to finish this off somehow. In order to do that, here is a new chapter and it is not the last one ...



This fic was moved to my writing community pillow_verse, to read the fic, follow the link:  the messages I send you when I can´t reach you


The only possible explanation for this is I was still in research mood from my thesis project when I wrote this. And so I researched Nishikido Ryo. I practically googled him. I have read tons of interviews. So raspberries, icecream I found out about all that yesterday. He apparently likes Alicia too.
*the lip balm is from Duet 2009/4, credit to ryo translation blog
Others I don´t remember anymore.
By the way, I came up with the idea of messages when I saw Kanjani8 tour dates. And for this chapter, I kind of needed to orient in space and time, so if you are wondering where they will be after their Tokyo concert, you can consult this.

Once and again, sorry about this little craziness of mine. Anyway how did you like it? Was it too long and boring? It was the longest chapter so far, I think ...

Comments and constructive criticism are love.  And thank you for participating in my poll last time ...

Comments

[messyboo.livejournal.com]

1st???
*goes and read*

[messyboo.livejournal.com]

omg!!!
you make it seems so real!!!
this chapter is so good!!!
your research is really helping ne~~~
i love this one~~~
thanks ne for the update, looking forward to the next one~~~
*hugs*

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Was it hepfull? Really, then that´s good:) and was it really good? then I am glad I went with it:)
And you seem to have an instinct for me posting :) First again!!! XD
Thanks for reading, you encouraged me again ...
*hugs you back*

[messyboo.livejournal.com]

yeah!!!
it is really good, this one~
the interaction seems so real!!!
i really really like this chapter~~~
it's wonderful!!!

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

stop please, I am blushing really:) But I am soooo happy you like it:)Thanks again:)

[resha-ueda.livejournal.com]

awwww this is so cute~
I like how they came to some terms with each other

I'll be waiting for more ♥

good job dear :D

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I am back to writing cute:) huray! I missed it:)
Again thanks for reading ♥

[shobe12.livejournal.com]

its so cute..
ry0 telling tat-chan what's his doing..
and
tat-chan not replying..

hope they'll be in good terms so0n..

cant wait for more..:)

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Thanks for reading:) I think if Ryo keeps this up, they just might be:)

[xozamael.livejournal.com]

i didn't know why....but i cried reading Ryo's messages...T_T
Tatchan! hug him already!!!!!!

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Oh ... sorry to make you cry .. they meant to be hmmm ... appeasing?

Tat-chan should:)

[chivakaza.livejournal.com]

*jawdrop*

I liked the first 2 songs. XD

*jawdrop*

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

lol ... i wonder what exactly made your jaw drop, but you know, close it allready ´cause you have it quite fragile, remember XD
Was it the effort or the fic? Or did i finally surprise you?
I like the guy too ... other then legolas rap it´s another good thing about searching ...

[annatanhe.livejournal.com]

i loved loved loved this chapter!

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

I am blushing ... thanks ... ♥♥♥

[lunatic-wing.livejournal.com]

i'm really Happy to this,anything go batter,right.
Ryo's cute in every message. ^^

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

thanks for reading:) I think he put a lot of effort in those messages so they don´t sound forced and so:) Or I wrote it with that picture in my mind:)

[meikoxlove.livejournal.com]

That was an interesting chapter with all those emails and text messages. And the way they were written really reminded me of Ryo-chan. You really researched a lot. ô.ô
And it wasn't too long, I like really long chapters; the longer the better. :D

I have very mixed feelings about elevators lately.
That line had me go "Does he mean anything by that?" *thinks about the scene with him and Ueda* XD

I can't wait to read about the two of them finally meeting each other! >__

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

elevators ... yeah that´s where I was heading ... but you know:) I am impressed you noticed XD
Thanks for reading, moreover so attentively :)
I can´t avoid that meeting for much longer, can I?
*goes and hides*

[isodia.livejournal.com]

I really really love this chapter... It's so light to read yet so meaningful...
There's also something about it that makes me like it a lot~ there's this extra X factor in it.. I'm sorry but I just can't explain it... *sighs*
Thank you and will wait for the next chapter! ^_^
♥ ♥ ♥

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

*blushes and runs to hide* thank you a lot ... I am super happy people like this chapter XD
♥

[miruiki.livejournal.com]

YEHEY~!!! IT'S FINALLY HAPPENING~!!!
UEDA!!! YEHEY!! *dances like a crazy person*
KYAAAAAAAAA
Ryo you're so damn sweet. fabgcnsgfdsnjdfg
I want a lover like that gbsdfbgdfjhbgdkjfd
OMG~!
TO BE CONTINUED
THAT LINE MADE ME SO HAPPY~!! weee~~~
*glomps you*

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

*glomps you back* glad I made you happy, you made me too ♥, flailing like that:)
thanks for reading:)

[inkdah.livejournal.com]

i like this. it gave me a mushy feeling...=)
i so love ryo here. sweet guy.

will wait for the continuation.

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

thanks for reading and liking ... I like to write sweet Ryo, again ...

[pwoth.livejournal.com]

It's so sweet... *hugs*
thanks for continuing this!
I'm so glad that Maru, Ueda, and Ryo are all slowly getting better!

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

thanks for reading and happy you like the development:)

[resha-hime.livejournal.com]

This was bittersweet! I loved EVERY WORD. I am so speechless right now I can't even begin to think what to say!

*goes off to reread the whole fic*

♥

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

really .... again, someone made me blush! ♥ ♥ ♥ thank you for reading:)

whole fic? It´s rather long!

[winnie03.livejournal.com]

i like this, you're really good ^_^
you really feel how in love ryo is in this chapter. looking forward for the next chapter^_^

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

oh thank you an thank you:) hope I won´t disapoint you, I am a bit afraid of the next one:)

[yamapi-konkon.livejournal.com]

Ryo's so sweet. :)


Ueda's slowly going back to his old self, ne? Also Maru. I'm glad. :D


It wasn't boring at all. :D It was so realistic. ;)

Thank you.

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

As I said before I like to write sweet:) thank you for reading:)

[red-aka-merah.livejournal.com]

Waaa......thank you for this.....
i'm really glad that you give ryo a chance to prove his love....
so i'm thanking you on ryo behalf......;)
i love your idea of ryo writes to tat-chan......
it's kinda romantic......
Thanks again ne....
can't wait to next....

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

you are welcome, Ryo is too and I thank you for alway reading, commenting and thus supporting me so ...

[alaruber.livejournal.com]

i give u like 6 billion cookies and hugs.
i m stunned and amazed by this chapter, wow... imagine the hw u have done...
super awesome idea :D

thanks for the super ultra wonderful chapter update :)
*continues to be stunned*

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

*blushes* .... *blushes some more* .... * stores the cookies as it is not possible to eat so much at once* XD
Thank you very much for readinh, I am supper happy you like this ... and thank you again for the hugs, I like being hugged ... ♥

[brown-cinnamon.livejournal.com]

♥
haha... no long comment again T^T

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

haha never mind thanks ♥

[creamy-amande.livejournal.com]

Aw~finally I'm catching my lateness.....then I'll be off to bed!
This is so funny how ...well I can't really say now you'll have to see in weeks, i'm doing a project and well anyway......
It's a good thing you explained first about the colors, that would have got me confused. I'm glad Ryo tries to regain the smile form Ueda, at least the smile, and later the love.
I like how he can sorta guess how Ueda is feeling, and the one random message/one personal message...
You research like mad!!!!!! ANd thank you for the link! I didn't even know that blog and I'm screaming right now cause he went to France, to Paris! Where I am! F***ck

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

wuaaa ... you stayed up pretty late, I just realized:) Thanks:)
Anyway ...a project ...a fic chalenge perhaps *smirks evily* ...will see in few weeks time ...
I am glad my research was helpfull, the blog is prety heavy ladden with info, isn´t it ...
And he went to Paris? Oh well ... I think no one knew anyway, especially if it was a private trip:)
Ad you know, he might always come back, I would ...
Thanks again and I will try to supress my curiousity for next few weeks ...

[creamy-amande.livejournal.com]

No, not a fic challenge at all. It's a little thing I'm working on...*smirk*

Yeah but you know how it works, everytime they're on a private trip, aside from having spies in the jimusho it's pretty impossible to know before they get here.
But damn he was in f*cking Paris! I still can't get over this!

[oxokawaiiox.livejournal.com]

awehhhhhh!!! it's like ryo was writing all these love letters again!!!!
they are so sweet and touching, and with the right amount of words to say , with many feelings ; he made tat-chan smile : )
i don't want to hear or read that tat-chan might cry in the future, but if ryo is there to be his handkerchief then it's all good ^^

thanks for this chapter~~

p/s : i bought a book on love letters since this fic had such sweet ones haha, told you i love your writing ; )

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

you are welcome and I should be thanking you ... hmm ... sorry about the crying part ...

And book about love letters? Oh no, now I will be revealed ... how cheese and unreal it all is .. and I will have a strong competition when writing them in the future ...but still you did? LOL XD ♥

[oxokawaiiox.livejournal.com]

lol, noooo it's good!!! that means that if i cried your writing is awesome : )

haha, yeahhh i bought a book about it, and it shows other peoples love letters!!! LOL yes you are going to be revealed >=] i bet it's one of the best though =)