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FIC/DRABBLE REQUESTS

Leave a comment, requesting a story and I just might write it for you!

Hi my f-list! So I know I should be working on another chapter for [livejournal.com profile] ryoda_continuum  but I think I have to let it sink. In the meantime I got this crazy urge to let you have some fun.
Rules:
1.    Request a story in this format:
Pairing/groups AND prompt (this is crucial, anything goes picture of them, a setting, something solid that I can grab onto, nothing too general like for example Ryo/Ueda meeting)
2.    You may request more than one story but make a new comment for each request as I will post the story as a reply to that comment
3.    I will write you anyone from NEWS and KAT-TUN with exception of Junno, Tegoshi and Akame pairing, I will write Kame with someone, Jin with someone, just not together
4.    I will not write porn
5.    It might be a whole fic or just a drabble, the choice is mine, I may ignore your request completely but I will try my best not to do so

Request away, pimp this to your friends if you want to, I don´t care, if a person requesting is on my f-list of not. I just want to have some fun, the speed of my writing will depend on the number of request, quality of the prompts and the amount of work from Tuesday on.

On your marks, ready ... START!!!

Lol I hope at least someone will request something:)


*EDIT: THE REQUEST POST IS NOW CLOSED, I will have a new one at some point, so stay tuned:)

I couldn´t do it so this is off a lot (part I)

Date: 2009-07-10 10:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sashjun.livejournal.com
This is a bad dream, it is not happening and he will wake up soon. He is dreaming, morning is close, soon everything will be over.

But it has been taking too long, all of it has. This bad dream about Ryo involved in some kind of something where there was shooting and about Jin blabbing something incomprehensible into the phone, this cab ride to the hospital and before the train ride from his location shoot to Tokyo had taken way too long as well.

Jin is not picking up his phone anymore, nor is Ryo, but he was not expecting him to pick up after hearing the panic in Jin´s voice. Pi isn´t picking up either. He called Ohkura who knew nothing but gave him Subaru´s number, so he called Subaru who is not picking up either. He ran out of people to call, Ryo´s manager, NEWS manager, ... he ran out of things to do that would keep him from thinking about the worst. Because he just can´t think about Ryo ... not being there.

This is a bad dream, and he will wake up. But why it is taking eternity to do so? Because if this was not a nightmare, then he would have to think about what exactly it means, when leaders of both Ryo´s bands are not picking up, or his managers, not to mention Ryo´s phone is unreachable. And how the hell he did get somewhere remotely close to a gun?

Playing a hero is echoing in his head, playing a hero, of course.

The taxi driver turns around asking him if he is all right. It must be a dream, taxi drivers are not so concerned about their customers normally. He is not that white and he does not breathe ruggedly either. He will wake up for sure.

He closes his eyes as a driver speaks again, telling him that there is a very bad traffic and they are stuck. They are somewhere on the outbound roundabout, there is nowhere to get off and take a metro. He will wake up really, really soon. He will wake up to his great and happy life, where he is having his best time ever. Where he still thinks he can live for an eternity and has time for everything.

“I want to talk to you.”
“You do?”
“Yeah, me and Pi want to throw a birthday party for Jin.”
“Oh so it´s about Jin.” Ueda´s voice sounds disappointed.
“Yeah well, wait what did you think this is about?”
“Oh, nothing ... I was wondering myself.”

Ryo looks confused but after a second or two, he gets back on track.
“Well it should be a surprise birthday bash so we need his band´s cooperation and he keeps mentioning you lately, you hang out it seems so I thought, we thought, we’ll start with you.” That was actually Ryo´s idea, Pi was thinking of going to Kame, but Ryo offered to go to Ueda and Pi decided not to question.
“Ok I´ll be yours accomplice, I will keep him in the dark and make sure others do not interfere with your plans but I have one condition.”
“Ueda, this is for Jin, why do you have to ....”
“I know, and I want in, I want to help and do some organizing as well, I want to be a part of the surprise committee or whatever you and Pi are.”
“... be so difficult .. What?” Ryo is stunned, shocked, he thought Ueda would help keep it secret, if he asked nicely but he did not expect him to offer help. His face brightens as he smiles widely and holds out his hand. “We have a deal” he says and grins as Ueda accepts his hand, shaking it and almost crushing it. He can take it.


And that´s how it started.

His dream taxi moved about three meters in the mean time and Ueda wants to just jump out and head to the hospital on his own feet. He would kill himself doing that, so he resists, although if Ryo .... is not here anymore. A shrill runs down his spine and he takes another trip down his memory line.

I couldn´t do it so this is off a lot (part II)

Date: 2009-07-10 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sashjun.livejournal.com
“This is the best party ever.” Ryo is rocking on his chair in Ueda´s apartment which ended up chosen for Jin´s Bday party venue. He is laughing at Jin squishing Pi happily and Ueda is quietly sitting next to him, bathing in his friend happiness. Also, having Ryo contently sitting next to him isn´t bad at all.
They had argued, rushed and sweated through the preparations and efforts to keep them secret. But it is all worth it.

“You had some good ideas” Ryo turns to him again. He giggles as Pi tries to run away from another crushing hug from Jin, who is expressing all his gratitude to him, apparently ignoring Ryo´s and Ueda´s share. Neither of them really cares. Ueda smiles happily and is about to go and clean some trash, as the party´s coming to an end and last guest are slowly departing, waving them goodbye.

Suddenly a hand gets hold of his t-shirt and he turns around to see Ryo clutching at it. His face is serious and he stands up a little wobbly on his feet and bows slightly.
“Thank you very much, this means a lot. Your help and all. And it was fun.” Even drunk he is still embarrassed and Ueda thinks he is damn cute and that it is unfair to let him thank, when by doing this he got an opportunity to be closer to him, to Ryo, to man he is kind of in love with.
“You know, Jin is my friend too.” he says instead.

Ryo lets go of his shirt and looks around the room. “I´ll help you.”
They clean together. Jin and Pi have left as well when they are done. They slam on Ueda´s couch and silently admire their work.
“Thank you Nishikido-kun, you saved me a lot of work I would have to do tomorrow.”
“No problem... Ueda? “
“Hmm?”
“I call you Ueda but you still use honorifics. Just drop them and call me Ryo like everyone else or something.” He is blushing again.
“Then you should call me Tatsuya.”
“That´s weird.” Ryo sounds tired, sleepy but also happy, or so it seems.
“Is it?”

But there is no answer. Ryo is sleeping. Ryo …, Ueda thinks. He gets up, when Ryo mumbles something incomprehensible. He goes and gets him a blanket. The moment he covers him, Ryo turns violently and fall from the couch. There is a loud growl and he is awake.
“Oh I fell asleep. Sorry I should go, I´ll call a taxi.” He is scoffing lightly, looking for his bag.
“You could stay … “ Ueda sais almost inaudible, but Ryo catches it.
“What?” He wants to make sure.
“You could stay, Ryo ...” and now Ueda is blushing, not so lightly though.
“Oh, thank god!” Ryo says and slums back on the couch.
“I have a guest room.” Ueda mutters.
“I am fine here.” Ryo says as he pulls the blanket which is still in Ueda´s hand. The other doesn´t expect that and so his arm follows the blanket and he lands splattered across Ryo. The other laughs, helping him to his feet as Ueda is too shocked to do it himself. Ryo gets up as well, straightens Ueda´s clothes jokingly and pats him on his head. Ueda is too distracted and doesn´t notice the hand lingering a little longer than necessary.

“Good night.” Ueda finally manages to utter as he is leaving.
“Tatsuya?” Ryo tries, just to see the reaction and maybe his face again.
Ueda shivers, he strolls back to Ryo as if wanting to say something, do something but does nothing just gives this looks that Ryo feels maybe even in his bone marrow. The black haired man doesn´t restrain his own hand that moves to touch Ueda´s cheek lightly, his finger pads brushing against the man´s skin gently. The hand travels down Ueda´s neck, tracing the vein that is pulsing there but when the other takes a deep breath the fingers are gone.
“We can talk tomorrow.” Ryo says after a second of pause, the second when the time doesn´t move and Ueda feels so much that he might choke.
“Sweet dream” Ryo gives him a shy smile and stumbles to the couch again.


“Sir, I think we will be out of the worst soon, I am really sorry about the inconvenience.” The voice of the taxi driver calls him back into reality. His chest is tight and he feels like crying. Ryo got called by some friend of him the day after Jin´s birthday party so they never talked properly as Ueda didn´t really wake up. The other man slipped into his bedroom and said goodbye which he thought no one heard.
From: [identity profile] sashjun.livejournal.com
Few days later Ryo called him and they had a coffee but both of them found it easier to avoid that small moment of intimacy. But they set up another time to go and have a dinner. Then it was drinks and Ueda got comfortable and content with how things were, not wanting to break status quo.

Now sitting in the taxi going to a hospital, he regrets it. Thinking back he can feel all the care the other has given him, all the small gestures, light touches, shy smiles. Maybe he wanted to be just a friend but Ueda being in love felt all of it with such intensity and he still wants to feel it. This time he wants to return them too. And so this must be a dream, a very bad one, from which he will wake up soon. He will not have it. He refuses to carry those emotions Ryo gave him and those he wants to give to Ryo secretly, without ever properly enjoying them, he does not want to have them locked inside for eternity.

The car is moving at normal speed now and Ueda knows soon he will be in the hospital. He tries all the numbers again, but there is no change. Maybe it is good, he feels so much in that moment and he starts to realize this might not be a dream, this might not be just a nightmare and he is shaking visibly now. He is sure the worst happened , he is choking on his own breath as his mind is not able to even form that one word, death.

He gets out of the taxi, pays the fare and the driver is visibly happy that he has driven him to the hospital as the man who paid looks like he really needs a doctor. Ueda gets inside, walk past people in the corridor, ignoring everything, looking for Ryo. Then he realizes it, he has no idea where he lays and if he is still there. Than though is scary and he scolds himself, going back to the front counter, still wishing to wake up.

The nurse gives him a faint smile and he can see only a bad sign in it. She leads him down some hall and leaves him in front of some door. Ueda realizes there are probably lots of people behind them. Family, friends, people who have a legitimate reason to be here. He is nothing.

“Ueda, what are you doing here?” Jin appears out of nowhere in disbelief.
“What do you mean what do I …” Ueda realizes, in Jin´s eyes it might not be normal.
“What happened?” He asks not even trying to hide the fear in his voice.
Jin looks surprised but answers. “There was some crazy guy who just grabbed a small cute girl from her swing and tried to take her away and then there was a woman screaming and the girl crying and the man running and Ryo just went after him and then there was a gun and then the girl bit him …” Ueda´s eyes widen.
“Tat-chan he just wanted to help.” Jin says, apparently shaken by the memory. “But …”

Ueda doesn´t want to hear it, he covers his ears, shakes his head and points his chin towards the door.
Jin nods and then is startled when he is left behind as his friend leaps towards the door and opens them. And then Ueda freezes, the door closing on him, hitting his back, forcing him into the room. Jin decides that whatever it is he is better off outside and slams himself into the chair thanking god he is not alone in this anymore.

Ueda opens his mouth than he closes them and then he just stares. The pair of black eyes finally looks at him and he finds himself running forward and hugging the silhouette in front of him. And Ryo is breathing, living and seems unscratched. And Ueda is sure he is dreaming now, because in this dream a nightmare has a happy ending, he is holding Ryo in his arm as well, something he wouldn´t dare to do in real life. And Ryo is hugging him back. And he knows all his emotions are flowing from him to the other and is happy the love won´t be concealed. He squeezes him tighter and Ryo just accepts it and Ueda doesn´t want to wake up anymore.

I couldn´t do it so this is off a lot (part IV)

Date: 2009-07-10 10:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sashjun.livejournal.com
He breathes in the other´s scent that feels as real as if he was awake. He digs his nails into the flesh at Ryo´s back and the other voices a little painful moan for the first time but still accepting.
“Tatsuya” he even calls him and Ueda can feel the love he dreamt of and he decides that he is brave in his dreams.
“I love you” he says and “I want you to know, because I feel grateful for every time you talk to me, for every time you are with me and I can´ t tell you awake.”

Suddenly there is a chuckle and Ryo´s hand is pinching his back, pushing him away and pinching his cheek.
“What the …” Tatsuya scoffs. Dream can´t be perfect all the time.
“You are not dreaming.”
“But…” Ryo pinches him again. “But …”
“And you just told me you love me.” The man sounds smug even.
“But the phone call, Jin, he freaked out and the road here, it took too long to get here for it to be real and Jin said there was shooting, but you are alive and you hold me, this …”
Ryo laughs but squirms painfully. “There was shooting, but that little girl who I was trying to save saved me, when she bit the man so he only got me scratched but I got scared, tried to duck and fell badly. My but hurts and that freak Jin is all mushy about it, shaken like a puppy and unable to fetch me a soda.”

This Ryo is real, snarky and mean as ever.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” Ueda is screaming before he knows it. “Of course he is shaken, he saw the gun being pointed at his friend. And who the hell told you to mingle? You could DIE and what would I do then? And you dare to complain? “

Ryo chuckles, it´s annoying, and limps towards Ueda, who only now realizes he has his foot swathed and his hip also has some bandages on.
“But if I didn´t get hurt, you wouldn´t tell me you love me!”
“I did not tell you!”
“You did!”
“Only because I was dreaming, I still am. Right? This is freaking unbelievable. I would rather take that with me into my grave than tell you in reality.” Ueda is furious now.
“Well then I want to be in that grave with you so I can hear it again.”
“That´s not even funny.” Ueda breathes and suddenly all the stress, fear and relief takes a better of him and he slides down to the floor, shaking like a leaf, breathing fast.

Ryo can´t bent he can just watch. But he caresses Ueda´s head lightly, finally realizing what happened. “I wanted to tell you too, on Jin´s birthday, so I am glad I still have a chance to do so.” He whispers and squeezes Ueda´s shoulder. Tatsuya looks up and then stands because Ryo is apparently tugging at his shoulder wanting just that. They look at each other, realizing … not wanting to deal …

“I am going to get you that soda.” Ueda says and Ryo smirks: “And you can send Jin home he won´t be needed anymore.“

END

The ending sucks, I know. I didn´t follow the prompt because I just can´t kill these guys, they are my moodmakers, I can´t do full fledged angst, there has to be complet happy ending and so I twisted the prompt a little.
There are probably typos, I know, but I can´t see them.
anyway sorry I hope you still like it at least a little :)
From: [identity profile] dayenniez.livejournal.com
OMG!!

*speechless*
seriously, i'm so happy + excited when I saw this.
you really made it for ME??! Wow!!
Thanks so much dear~~ ILU!

but I don't have enough time to read it right now,
I'm at office anyway, lot of works to do, so I just save this & read it tonight..

so I'll probably comment on this story on tomorrow, ok??

don't sorry me for anything, I will love this so much, trust me!
*hugs*

Thanks dear~
From: [identity profile] sashjun.livejournal.com
uff ... you found it! I was starting to get anxious because the story is up for few days now:)
*hugs back
But no problem, I really hope you will have a good time reading, in the meantime have a good day at work:)
From: [identity profile] dayenniez.livejournal.com
hahaha~
so you worried eh?? ;D

no internet connection at my new home,
that's why I was late..


From: [identity profile] dayenniez.livejournal.com
Yay! So I finished on read this, and it’s awesome dear!
I love it so much!

And I’m really thank you for the happy ending..

You said you're failed at this, but it was totally not!
of course it's a bit differed from what I want, but the ending its just so adorable.. 8D

Thanks dear!
From: [identity profile] sashjun.livejournal.com
glad you liked it even though none of them died and I didn´t follow the prompt as much, but the eternal sleep in it posed a problem:)
and lol at you loving the ending, ´cause I wasn´t sure about that, might have looked rush, but they ... nah anyway thanks for "playing with me" by requesting something:)

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