Heaven is a place on Earth
May. 31st, 2010 05:21 pmQuick update. Life goes on, and sometimes I do get this revelation that I will never catch up. That said, I might be little absent over the next few weeks, at least when it comes to my personal journal and IM.
Writing however goes on, I never really do stop. As for my wips progress, people all get ideas on their exchange fics and are pleased and I read about it, so here is my status. DOA writing done. Editing: Rin is dying, I try to make it a slow (and painful) death so she actually dies only after it is done.
FQF: I have had an idea ever since I read my assignment, which probably means I will kill myself writing it. NEWSFicOn! Right, I have no clue, no concept, no story, not even a genre. Way to go girl.
My great friend passed her finals today. Just like that. All four of them, no fear because she is just like that and standing in front of a commission of four professors does nothing to her. She is amazing and has no nerves. She has stopped being a student. I´m proud of her. I´m also a bit jealous in that good way. I do not want to switch positions, I am so so so happy for her, I totally get how she is all giddy and smiley (and I´m relieved maybe even for her) but there is that small part of me . . . Let´s not go there.
I am sick and tired of revising my ____ (I believe I have a promise to keep to all of you). No more of it today.
Give me prompts or prompts and pairings and I might write a drabble or two tonight. I´m not promising anything to anyone, and I might decide I will not write at all. But writing is something that has always been my way to let go, so I will try to exploit that again. If you want to have at least a slight chance of me writing something and decide to give me a pairing, stick with NEWS, KAT-TUN and Ohkura, and do not ask for Tegoshi or Junno.
I am now going to make myself a cup of tea and . . . do something totally unproductive, not on my to do list, not something I have to or have planed, so I can get back to fulfilling and productive obligations from tomorrow morning.

oh, right, social experiment.

This is Ryo practicing . . . (lol, no seriously, fill in the blank)
Writing however goes on, I never really do stop. As for my wips progress, people all get ideas on their exchange fics and are pleased and I read about it, so here is my status. DOA writing done. Editing: Rin is dying, I try to make it a slow (and painful) death so she actually dies only after it is done.
FQF: I have had an idea ever since I read my assignment, which probably means I will kill myself writing it. NEWSFicOn! Right, I have no clue, no concept, no story, not even a genre. Way to go girl.My great friend passed her finals today. Just like that. All four of them, no fear because she is just like that and standing in front of a commission of four professors does nothing to her. She is amazing and has no nerves. She has stopped being a student. I´m proud of her. I´m also a bit jealous in that good way. I do not want to switch positions, I am so so so happy for her, I totally get how she is all giddy and smiley (and I´m relieved maybe even for her) but there is that small part of me . . . Let´s not go there.
I am sick and tired of revising my ____ (I believe I have a promise to keep to all of you). No more of it today.
Give me prompts or prompts and pairings and I might write a drabble or two tonight. I´m not promising anything to anyone, and I might decide I will not write at all. But writing is something that has always been my way to let go, so I will try to exploit that again. If you want to have at least a slight chance of me writing something and decide to give me a pairing, stick with NEWS, KAT-TUN and Ohkura, and do not ask for Tegoshi or Junno.
I am now going to make myself a cup of tea and . . . do something totally unproductive, not on my to do list, not something I have to or have planed, so I can get back to fulfilling and productive obligations from tomorrow morning.

oh, right, social experiment.
This is Ryo practicing . . . (lol, no seriously, fill in the blank)
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Date: 2010-05-31 09:55 pm (UTC)lol really? i'm usually the one with the embarrassment squick, hmm. they could still have a rad bromance without the video! maybe everyone assumes they're "together" because they're so ~close~ but they're really not, honest. 8D
Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-05-31 11:04 pm (UTC)I got asked only twice, but you and me both know people just have more respect and do not ask me these things.
Edit. One more question (and this one was totally blatant) in the convenience store. By the way, what kind of ice-cream do you want. Jin grins at his phone and pulls out his wallet. He does not really have to ask Yamapi about flavors.
Not fair, I was at work only during the morning today. Whatever you are getting.
“Don’t you think it is getting a bit out of hand?” Yamapi asks when Jin finally joins him in his living room, two bowls of ice cream and big spoons ready.
“Well, what did you expect when you talk about how we sleep together and 'after such a long time?'” Jin quirks an eyebrow and turns the TV on, finds some comedian show.
“Do you think we should, like, tone down a bit? I don’t want to end up like . . . I don’t want to be told to stop hanging out with you.” Yamapi’s face actually looks a bit worried.
“It’s not like I would listen,” Jin says much later when Yamapi thinks the subject is long dropped.
Yamapi sighs, but smiles a little, puts down his and Jin’s empty bowl, props his feet onto a cushion strategically placed on his coffee table and sets to watch the TV.
Midnight sneaks into the room dimly lit by the flickering colorful images flashing across the TV room, Yamapi’s head in Jin’s lap, Jin’s hand in Yamapi’s hair. Yamapi is soundly asleep while Jin still continues to run his hand through his hair, slowly, pausing time to time, breathing deeply and hoping Yamapi will not doubt him again. He is not going anywhere.
(they can afford it. I mean the phone bills. sorry if this is not what you wanted)
Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-05-31 11:54 pm (UTC)I am not sure why, but I absolutely love that line.
Also, I am wondering how creepy it is when I start to think I know where things in some of your fics/drabbles are coming from.
Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-06-01 05:35 pm (UTC)That is creepy, also it is just a general predictability of my fics? Or is it stuff like teddies surgeries (blatant and on purpose) or ice cream (totally your fault for mentioning it) or something else? lol I´m confused now.
Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-06-01 09:48 pm (UTC)No, not the general stuff. Like the ice cream and the other time where we talked about me rubbing off on you (though that was actually your idea to begin with).
Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-06-01 09:54 pm (UTC)and yeah I get the reason 162. But then it is very much probable that when I start living alone I won´t be able to afford the couch (unless it is my bed as well) not to mention a coffee table ;D
Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-06-01 10:38 pm (UTC)I know what you mean. I only have them because I bought them when I was working before going back to school.
Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-06-01 10:49 pm (UTC)and lol some "hot shots with big cars" vibe (so typical for our profession) we give off . . .
Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-06-01 10:58 pm (UTC)Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-06-01 11:10 pm (UTC)ok I´m not really regretting the choice. at least not for the money issues anyway.
Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-06-01 11:12 pm (UTC)Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-05-31 11:57 pm (UTC)are you kidding, all pin is what i want. ♥ THANK YOU.
Re: Ok then: The answer is always no
Date: 2010-06-01 05:33 pm (UTC)