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Even in the fourth round of giving out dorm rooms they still think I live too close to school to deserve a place to live. I am slowly losing my hope.
I went to see my doctor today. I fell apart there. From tomorrow on I want to be too busy to even look at what I am eating because it will only give me a headache. On the other hand I would much rather be occupied by studying than by painting three layers of paint on our well and sun beds. Also I hate hypocrites (read doctors) who don´t really listen and still think their own thing. And talk to you like you are dumb and five years old. This is my last attempt. If it doesn´t work in three weeks I am giving up and screw everyone my health including. I am saying no more.
My fan fiction fandom seems kind of dead. For good. And I can´t even make it come back to life because I seem to have blocked myself by writing my last fic and my partner in crime is too much in Arashi craze to help me out. I do not want to give up on![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
ryoda_continuum (or my delusional fandom) just yet.
On another note. I made five CDs of dance music mix yesterday because my mom wants to DANCE every morning. She was willing and so I included some arashi songs as well (very mildly) and now I am waiting for the reaction. This is the chance to make her like it or something. I also can´t stop laughing at her wanting to dance! The way she has put it: “I have decided to dance!” OMG!
The autumn this year is so pretty, sunny and warm and well I was outside a lot today so it felt really nice. I also got a massage not that any of you care. Finally! I needed it as hell. Last but not least I need someone to laugh with at one particular event that concerns my former high school classmates. Luckily it seems I might get to meet my friend suitable for this pretty soon. Wish me luck. I was quite negative lately and I will try to make my next post the optimistic usual myself. I miss it!
I went to see my doctor today. I fell apart there. From tomorrow on I want to be too busy to even look at what I am eating because it will only give me a headache. On the other hand I would much rather be occupied by studying than by painting three layers of paint on our well and sun beds. Also I hate hypocrites (read doctors) who don´t really listen and still think their own thing. And talk to you like you are dumb and five years old. This is my last attempt. If it doesn´t work in three weeks I am giving up and screw everyone my health including. I am saying no more.
My fan fiction fandom seems kind of dead. For good. And I can´t even make it come back to life because I seem to have blocked myself by writing my last fic and my partner in crime is too much in Arashi craze to help me out. I do not want to give up on
ryoda_continuum (or my delusional fandom) just yet.On another note. I made five CDs of dance music mix yesterday because my mom wants to DANCE every morning. She was willing and so I included some arashi songs as well (very mildly) and now I am waiting for the reaction. This is the chance to make her like it or something. I also can´t stop laughing at her wanting to dance! The way she has put it: “I have decided to dance!” OMG!
The autumn this year is so pretty, sunny and warm and well I was outside a lot today so it felt really nice. I also got a massage not that any of you care. Finally! I needed it as hell. Last but not least I need someone to laugh with at one particular event that concerns my former high school classmates. Luckily it seems I might get to meet my friend suitable for this pretty soon. Wish me luck. I was quite negative lately and I will try to make my next post the optimistic usual myself. I miss it!
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Date: 2009-09-22 10:59 pm (UTC)Ah, rissa is gone...to the A for good
I wish I could pollute someone with my music but can't. SO you should succeed in that!
I want a massage too!
None ever made me one, I'm the one who always does it!
Oh the thing about high school? So you'll see HIM maybe to have fun over the topic? Good for you then!
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Date: 2009-09-23 11:44 am (UTC)About Riisa she is bussy with real life as well, so I still have hope left I just need to be patient.
Massage is good, we go to a really awesome profesional and I can only recomend it when it´ done properly. On the other hand I don´t trust just amateurs to do them really they can harm ...
I´ll see my other "he" friend, my "second choice" :), well I am still glad to do so, it´s been a while ...