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I´m so tired!
I´m still home (as in Trnava) and today had some nice nice moments, but being here for what feels like eternity now is draining me. And I can´t sleep. I think I´m having nightmares but this time (for a change) I don´t remember even those. I wake up scared and confused and have to calm down before going back into some kind of restless deep slumber only to wake up soon enough. It´s so strange. What is going on?
I leave tomorrow during the afternoon . . . just a bit longer. I´m a bit suicidal and took up an article translation, which will need to be done overnight from Thursday to Friday. I´ve just realized that unless I´ll miraculously sleep well next two nights I will seriously hurt that article by attempting the translation.
I´m not sure what was this suppose to be about, other than me needing to say I´m tired.
I want to read fic, fluffy cheesy not AU fic (I want the crazy idealized JE world so much) that is not pin or akame or tegomass or junior or arashi pairing which is all I seem to stumble upon when I go and search (basically I probably crave Ryoda but that is way too much to ask, and maruda, ryoshige or koyashige would probably do the trick).
Or maybe an article about rent contracts and specific ways of drafting them when an employer wants to pay for only part of the rent of his employee and refuses to deal with the issue by an agreement with his employee would do. Rather, he is forcing two separate contracts to be drafted and concluded by the landlord . . . Well fuck (I just realized it´s still on my mind). I wish my mother had told me tomorrow morning, I´ve been apparently drafting this for the past hour while pretending to skim my flist. It´s not her fault, it´s mine, my brain can´t filter and let go. Only about 16 hours more . . .
I´m still home (as in Trnava) and today had some nice nice moments, but being here for what feels like eternity now is draining me. And I can´t sleep. I think I´m having nightmares but this time (for a change) I don´t remember even those. I wake up scared and confused and have to calm down before going back into some kind of restless deep slumber only to wake up soon enough. It´s so strange. What is going on?
I leave tomorrow during the afternoon . . . just a bit longer. I´m a bit suicidal and took up an article translation, which will need to be done overnight from Thursday to Friday. I´ve just realized that unless I´ll miraculously sleep well next two nights I will seriously hurt that article by attempting the translation. I´m not sure what was this suppose to be about, other than me needing to say I´m tired.
I want to read fic, fluffy cheesy not AU fic (I want the crazy idealized JE world so much) that is not pin or akame or tegomass or junior or arashi pairing which is all I seem to stumble upon when I go and search (basically I probably crave Ryoda but that is way too much to ask, and maruda, ryoshige or koyashige would probably do the trick).
Or maybe an article about rent contracts and specific ways of drafting them when an employer wants to pay for only part of the rent of his employee and refuses to deal with the issue by an agreement with his employee would do. Rather, he is forcing two separate contracts to be drafted and concluded by the landlord . . . Well fuck (I just realized it´s still on my mind). I wish my mother had told me tomorrow morning, I´ve been apparently drafting this for the past hour while pretending to skim my flist. It´s not her fault, it´s mine, my brain can´t filter and let go. Only about 16 hours more . . .
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Date: 2010-04-28 12:19 am (UTC)Canned Soda: I have read this entire thing more than once (link is to last chapter, which contains links to other chapters). I actually want to read it again. It is RyoDa, and I do believe it meets all of your qualifications above and contains no angst.
you're spry as a slinky: I know Ueda/Ueda was not on your list, but I thought you might like it. The other Ueda is wearing a flimsy wide-necked top that falls in curls over his collarbones, tight jeans creasing at his knees. His hair is carefully ruffled, and his eyes have been coated with eyeliner. Ueda is disturbed to find that he is kind of hot. It is short to make up for the last one I linked. I actually love both authors on this comm, but it looked like this was the only thing that (possibly) fit what you were looking for.
I admit this is nothing like what you were looking for, but you can always save it for when you are in the mood for AU RyoShige and KoyaPi and the rest of News and Kat-Tun and crack. I give fair warning that Yamapi is unconscious for two months, but I promise that he wakes up perfectly fine and that the reason he was in a coma is completely hilarious. I have read this more than once (and want to again too), and it is pretty hilarious. Here they are in order:
love is a crash in a café
perhaps is the cut, suture and close of a jib
possibility is not telling the world
The commons of water coolers and babies
supporting is spotlight control #01
supporting is spotlight control #02
I do not remember most of the fics I have read because there have been so many, so clearly the first and last here left an impression (the second I was going through their indexes). And, um, I apologize in advance if you have already read any of these.
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Date: 2010-04-28 04:30 pm (UTC)I LOVE YUALT´S RYODA!!! So I´ve read canned soda before, many times actually (another one I practically know by heart) and I so don´t mind it appearing anywhere near me. I actually recced it in ryoda_love if my memory isn´t tricking me. As a Christmas special, I even got to talk to yualt that way *__*
I definetly like orchad_blossom a lot, but I haven´t seen this one! How come? Lol at the quote! I see what you did there! I will give Ueda selfloving a try!
As for the AU, I will read it one day! I mean it´s kattun and news crack, so I´m sold!
as for not remembering the fics, me neither . . . and I´m too lazy to make a rec list for myself, though I was actually thinking of making ryoda rec list because I hate going through unusualpassion every time I want to read something I haven´t for a while. Maybe next time I am too tired to do anything remotely creative I´ll do that, just to have things I tend to go back to in one place . . .
btw, no I haven´t come back to that tegomass fic but I will (;D no worries) It did crack me up, just yeah I can do only small doses of things like that at times!
♥ thank you!!!
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Date: 2010-04-28 11:56 pm (UTC)I see what you did there!
*smirks* We still have to talk about what your final thoughts on that drama were.
The AU is not insane crack though, more like giggle-worthy humor and a really nice story. And Ryo has a mysterious love for Shige's watercooler.
I wish I had decided to make a fic rec list in the beginning; now there is no way I could go back and do it.
You don't have to read the rest of the TegoMass if you don't want to; the rest will probably be worse for you than the beginning. I just asked because I would want to hear your thoughts if you did finish it.
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Date: 2010-04-29 07:18 am (UTC)About Yualet, she wasn´t writing Ryoda by the time I "got active" and started searching for older stuff, then she published one fic I think sometimes last summer and I haven´t seen her around since then though I saw she posts real life stuff. It was kind of super nice to comment talk to her then because well yeah I do love Canned Soda ;D. Anyway you know i like to talk ;D
I´m sure there is a ryoda author I don´t know about yet (and god I hope it is an active one) but believe me I´ve gone through every possibly rec list or any other list of ryoda fics there might be there, including entire ryodalove archive that starts in April 2007 ;D 3 years of fic! Just saying. Anyway I haven´t seen your fics before we "met" so maybe you could point me out to some hidden alter ego (that doesn´t post to any of the communities) you have somewhere?
We do . . . lol this weekend sounds like a plan ;D for talking to you in general.
I know, there is no way I could do like all fandom rec list now, too much of too random fics. I went through some stuff for ryoda one yesterday and even that, if I decide to do it, will be quite painful. But I haven´t lost the determination yet.
I want to finish the tegomass fic but yeah there are so many things I want to do . . .
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Date: 2010-04-29 08:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-29 08:53 pm (UTC)where are you hiding your ryoda?no subject
Date: 2010-04-29 08:55 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2010-04-29 09:15 pm (UTC)btw no, though sometimes I wonder if I´ll ever show the world the reason behind that name. It currently has over 6000 words, was not touched for about 7 months and is like nowhere near done!!!
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Date: 2010-04-28 09:12 pm (UTC)I suggest some real life Ryoda, it's totally cute and refreshing: These boots were made for... http://community.livejournal.com/konjanieito/25337.html#cutid1
友＆仁—OR： Jin Never Actually Said, “Sayonara,” So Get Over It., OR： Another one of those KAT-TUN member love fics, and aren't you surprised?
http://community.livejournal.com/konjanieito/24431.html#cutid1
Not exactly Ryoda but I found it so sugar-filled! <3
And finishing with a classic Ryoda: Still a battlefield. http://community.livejournal.com/konjanieito/8667.html#cutid1
I hope them can help you to ease your time ^_^
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Date: 2010-04-28 10:52 pm (UTC)Still a battlefield is definitely one of the classics, isn´t it?
btw have you seen this
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Date: 2010-04-29 07:08 am (UTC)Oho, unusualpassion <3 Thank you!