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I´m so tired!
I´m still home (as in Trnava) and today had some nice nice moments, but being here for what feels like eternity now is draining me. And I can´t sleep. I think I´m having nightmares but this time (for a change) I don´t remember even those. I wake up scared and confused and have to calm down before going back into some kind of restless deep slumber only to wake up soon enough. It´s so strange. What is going on?
I leave tomorrow during the afternoon . . . just a bit longer. I´m a bit suicidal and took up an article translation, which will need to be done overnight from Thursday to Friday. I´ve just realized that unless I´ll miraculously sleep well next two nights I will seriously hurt that article by attempting the translation.
I´m not sure what was this suppose to be about, other than me needing to say I´m tired.
I want to read fic, fluffy cheesy not AU fic (I want the crazy idealized JE world so much) that is not pin or akame or tegomass or junior or arashi pairing which is all I seem to stumble upon when I go and search (basically I probably crave Ryoda but that is way too much to ask, and maruda, ryoshige or koyashige would probably do the trick).
Or maybe an article about rent contracts and specific ways of drafting them when an employer wants to pay for only part of the rent of his employee and refuses to deal with the issue by an agreement with his employee would do. Rather, he is forcing two separate contracts to be drafted and concluded by the landlord . . . Well fuck (I just realized it´s still on my mind). I wish my mother had told me tomorrow morning, I´ve been apparently drafting this for the past hour while pretending to skim my flist. It´s not her fault, it´s mine, my brain can´t filter and let go. Only about 16 hours more . . .
I´m still home (as in Trnava) and today had some nice nice moments, but being here for what feels like eternity now is draining me. And I can´t sleep. I think I´m having nightmares but this time (for a change) I don´t remember even those. I wake up scared and confused and have to calm down before going back into some kind of restless deep slumber only to wake up soon enough. It´s so strange. What is going on?
I leave tomorrow during the afternoon . . . just a bit longer. I´m a bit suicidal and took up an article translation, which will need to be done overnight from Thursday to Friday. I´ve just realized that unless I´ll miraculously sleep well next two nights I will seriously hurt that article by attempting the translation. I´m not sure what was this suppose to be about, other than me needing to say I´m tired.
I want to read fic, fluffy cheesy not AU fic (I want the crazy idealized JE world so much) that is not pin or akame or tegomass or junior or arashi pairing which is all I seem to stumble upon when I go and search (basically I probably crave Ryoda but that is way too much to ask, and maruda, ryoshige or koyashige would probably do the trick).
Or maybe an article about rent contracts and specific ways of drafting them when an employer wants to pay for only part of the rent of his employee and refuses to deal with the issue by an agreement with his employee would do. Rather, he is forcing two separate contracts to be drafted and concluded by the landlord . . . Well fuck (I just realized it´s still on my mind). I wish my mother had told me tomorrow morning, I´ve been apparently drafting this for the past hour while pretending to skim my flist. It´s not her fault, it´s mine, my brain can´t filter and let go. Only about 16 hours more . . .
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Date: 2010-04-29 07:18 am (UTC)About Yualet, she wasn´t writing Ryoda by the time I "got active" and started searching for older stuff, then she published one fic I think sometimes last summer and I haven´t seen her around since then though I saw she posts real life stuff. It was kind of super nice to comment talk to her then because well yeah I do love Canned Soda ;D. Anyway you know i like to talk ;D
I´m sure there is a ryoda author I don´t know about yet (and god I hope it is an active one) but believe me I´ve gone through every possibly rec list or any other list of ryoda fics there might be there, including entire ryodalove archive that starts in April 2007 ;D 3 years of fic! Just saying. Anyway I haven´t seen your fics before we "met" so maybe you could point me out to some hidden alter ego (that doesn´t post to any of the communities) you have somewhere?
We do . . . lol this weekend sounds like a plan ;D for talking to you in general.
I know, there is no way I could do like all fandom rec list now, too much of too random fics. I went through some stuff for ryoda one yesterday and even that, if I decide to do it, will be quite painful. But I haven´t lost the determination yet.
I want to finish the tegomass fic but yeah there are so many things I want to do . . .
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Date: 2010-04-29 08:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-29 08:53 pm (UTC)where are you hiding your ryoda?no subject
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Date: 2010-04-29 09:15 pm (UTC)btw no, though sometimes I wonder if I´ll ever show the world the reason behind that name. It currently has over 6000 words, was not touched for about 7 months and is like nowhere near done!!!