He knew - chapter 5

[higure]

Title:  He knew
Pairing: Ryoda, Maruda
Chapter: 5
Rating: Safe (for now anyway, and I doubt it will ever be more than PG 13)
Summary:  Ryo mocked Ueda all the time, but time has passed. Ueda got stronger and is in a relationship now. Ryo might not be able to mend what he has broken in the past.

Disclaimer:  It would be really fun, if I could just order them online, and in a week they would arrive in a box all plastered with signs FRAGILE on it.
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I am dead tired, so there might be more mistakes than usual, please forgive me. Also I am back from Paris (which was tiring but great as always:) so I should update faster again. And I have decided about the ending, I think … I hope this chapter wasn´t a letdown, it was a bit of a filler, it´s working title was Ryo lurking around, and I hope I got the point across.

Comments

[kat-tunatic.livejournal.com]

omg! this fic just keeps on getting better everytme..

i seriously loving it!..

thanks for updating

will be waiting for more!

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

thank you:) I hope your wait will be worth it:)

[yamapi-konkon.livejournal.com]

Oh. What a nice chapter. :)

I like it very much.

Thank you~

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

really, then I am glad. Thank YOU for reading and commenting:)

[creamy-amande.livejournal.com]

No not let down of course. I'm a bit scared of how it's gonna turn out, you know, RyoDa or MaruDa. As it will lead to casualties. Someone being awfully sad in the end. One you se everyday at work, and the other you see many times too. But I'll wait, not so patiently but as you're back from your trip (you have yo report to me *whines*), you'll have more time to update! Though you mush study too!

This story is so much fun and fluff! I feel no angst for the moment, only at the beginning. I feel okay going to bed after reading this. Thank you dear

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

I am a bit scared too. Hurting one of them is the big downside of writing this story, that is why I have such a hard time deciding the very end:) I should just make them threesome (not really that is never gonna happen...)

And by the way, you went to bed really late last night, seeing the time of the comment:) I am not very angsty, but I think at some point it might be necessary:)
Paris:) I report everything went smooth:) I will make an entry or something, but again thank you for your support:)

[creamy-amande.livejournal.com]

Er threesome are good, but RyoDaMaru? Please don't. So so weird.

I always go to bed at around 4. I know I'm being bad but I can't stop myself. I procrastinate too much till very late.

Yes Paris, I want to know what you did. Just because I wanna know if I was not far from you perhaps ^_^

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it would be weird, sorry for even making that up:) As I said, it is not happening:)
Paris - I will write an entry, when I have more time (probably tomorrow) but the only way you were close to us, was if you decided to do some major sightseeing around your own town, but I woder as well, so ...

[creamy-amande.livejournal.com]

Hmm me procrastinate wouldn't get me wandering, I know that, but maybe you know, you crossing my arrondissement, maybe.

[miruiki.livejournal.com]

oooh. Maru. you have good boyfriend senses *nods*

ahahhaha~

how was paris!? XDDDD was is rainy like they said? LOL

anyway this was good :) you updated :) and yeah like you said there were some misspelled words. XD

BUT IT WAS GREAT.

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Sorry about the words, I hope it didn´t bother you too much:)
Maru has a special sense, when it comes to TAt-chan, right?
Paris wa just fine, the weather wasn´t the best, but it didn´t really rain (it did, but it started when we got into a café for a lunch and ended before we left or rather it wasn´t so strong and by the time we got out of the metro later on it stoped completely). It was cooler than here, but I really think God liked us and it went by well. He evn granted us with very sunny Friday and sun in the gardens of Versaille ...
Sorry for the long weather report. Thanks for reading this writing of mine:)

[messyboo.livejournal.com]

ah...
i didn't know what to say...
as much as i want ryo to be with tat-chan, i don't want maru to be hurt either!!!

this is a good one.
thanks ne for the update~
looking forward to the next one~

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

... me neither :( but I guess one of them will hurt at the end:)
Thanks for reading:)

[red-aka-merah.livejournal.com]

It's so exciting to see what will happen next...
Looking forward to it....
Thanks for sharing ne......;)

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

you are welcome, thanks for reading:)

[jindaluver.livejournal.com]

hu,i can't choose.
can't choose between ryoda and maruda.
i just hope maru will not be suffering at the end.well,atleast not too much *praying hard*
thank you for this~ ^^

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

praying with you:) But it sounds you are pretty much set on how this one is going to end:) I wish I had your resolution:)
Thank you for reading:)

[brown-cinnamon.livejournal.com]

Welcome back ♥
This is, as usual, great.
The way you describe Maru's feeling ♥
I like this so much.

Thanks for the update.

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

♥ I am back and I had enough:) Oh, you made me so proud:) Stop praising me so, or I might think this is actally a good piece of work:)
Thank you for reading ♥

[dephi.livejournal.com]

Well, this really is good, so you should think it that way :p
Those comments prove it all, right? :3

Sorry, I'm too lazy to switch account at the moment ^^;;

[lunatic-wing.livejournal.com]

poor Maru but RyoDa is back yeah! yeah! ^^
Waiting for your update ne.

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

lol, thanks for reading ...

[alaruber.livejournal.com]

gosh!~!
this is super interesting... AAHHH maru and tat-chan seems cute together... XDDD
but ryo~~!! i wonder what he is thinking.. XDDD

thanks much for the fic :D

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

... you are welcome and thank you for reading:)
I like Maruda interaction too:) You got me there:)

[raixas.livejournal.com]

tatchan~ listen to maru...
ryo didn't your notebook back then...
i'll be waiting patiently for the next update~
thank you very much for updating!^^

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

Well, the main problem is Tat-chan, as he is now, thinks it doesn´t matter that much, he thinks he should have been treated better no matter what:)
But I get it, that misunderstanding escalated all the impact on Tat-chan, even if he doesn´t want to admit it:)
Thank you for reading and waiting:)

[dayenniez.livejournal.com]

Update, Yay!
Love this chapter also, it's good dear..
I'm waiting for the next..

Ermm~~ what will happen to maru if RyoDa get together??
Owh.. I can't think it right now, but I love RyoDa!
hehehe..

Thanks!!

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

emmm .... I don´t know, what would happen to Maru, but who sais Ryoda will be together? Sorry for teasing ...
Thanks for reading and liking:)

[dayenniez.livejournal.com]

Arghh~~ you were teasing me.. Plzz don't plan any other sad ending.. *puppy eyes*

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

lol, I´ll try to make it as ok as possible, I promise I won´t make anyone disapear, disband or die ... I have no guts for such a thing ... is that enough? :)

[dayenniez.livejournal.com]

Yeah!! I think it's more than enough..
Thanks dear~~ will wait for it. :D

[snow-meow.livejournal.com]

Somehow someone is going to end up getting hurt in this love triangle.

I feel so sad for Maru because I get a feeling that this will be a RyoDa fic.

Maru is really a sweet and caring boyfriend.
Honestly, Ryo shouldn't get in between. He already missed his chance.

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

That is all true, but people are selfish ... and seriously if Maru and Ueda want to stay together, they will ... because it is their relationship, their decision, don´t you think? ♥
Well, ok it is my decision, since I write this. Please don´t be mad at me for creating this triangle *puppy eyes*

And thanks for reading:)

[chivakaza.livejournal.com]

oh well....now this is ...probably my fave chapter until now ...
but you make Jin too clever .... whats up with that ??? hahah

and ... I think I will be kind of sad if this will end ryoda ...I don´t want it to be ryoda ... amru will be hurt ...and you see...thats like ... hmmm I don´t know which ending will be more realistic ..
I guess people leave their loved ones because of other people they might have loved in their pasts too often ...so that ending might be better ...but ...then .... it would be just totally unfair towards maru if ueda would eventually dump him ...coz ... ryo was just one big jerk ...and it doesn´t matter that he didn´t read the black notebook...only the fact that he took it is enough ... I wouldn ´t give him second chance ...

so now ...this fic has become something what I will read only for sake of wanting to know whats gonna be next... and I will dislike ueda is he leaves maru ... that just won´t be fair

weeeeell....keep up your writing is good... I am really jealous of your productivity XD

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

It´s too sad, you will keep reading just because you wanna know what happens next, not because you like it:) I will zipp my mounth about the rest though, you will see ...

Also, didn´t you just write exactly the same as what Ueda said to Maru, that it didn´t really matter, wheteher Ryo had read the notebook or not, that it was enough he treated him poorly? See, you think the same way...

I am suprised, that people like this chapter, because i was afraid it will be chaotic, and I had trouble writing it ...
Lol, my productivity is a mystery to me too:) I wonder how long it will last, well it should until the end of this multichap:)

btw look at the icon I am going to use, i made it, it sucks, but lol my own ryoda manip:)

[chivakaza.livejournal.com]

no no I really like this fic ... if I wouldn´t I wouldn´t want to read it believe me ....but the need of wanting to know how this will end is the strongest ...

and don´t worrz the chapter is not chaotic ..or I don´t think so
and wow you need to teach me how to do that manipulation .... I waaaannaaaaaaaa

[oxokawaiiox.livejournal.com]

ah and here it starts I guess, where the love triangle begins
*squeals* omg yey drama : )

thanks!

[sashjun.livejournal.com]

again thanks to you and get ready for a ride:)